Disappointed

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"I don't hate you, I am just disappointed in what you have become"

The quote above is how I feel about a lot of people right now.

Today was a stressful day. Apperently I am a piece of trash. All my friends seem to think so. I never thought they would talk about me behind my back like that like wtf if they have something like that to tell me they should of said it to my face. I just don't understand. Now I don't know what to belive and what not to.

At least somone told me the truth. Now when people talk to me I just walk away. I am done being other people's entertainment.

Is it okay for someone to be fucking treated like this. I don't think so. I am don't being a puppet in some stupid play there putting on to humiliate me. They can all kiss my ass cuz I am done with there petty bullshit.

And all of this time I thought they where trying to make things right woth me not they where trying to make me even more hurt then I already am. If they wanted me to be hurt so bad they could of just punched me in the face. That would probably hurt less than what there doing to me now. They need to get there shit together and figure out what there doing cuz they just lost one of the best things that ever happened to them.

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