The White Wolf

Chapter Four

We never stopped running, we never looked back.

I felt, invisible. My wolf would not let me have control of the wolf body, I didn't want it either. She wanted me to fight for control, I knew I could beat her, so did she. But I didn't see the point.

We stopped to rest at a lake, and for the first time, I saw my wolf.

She was snow white, with the smallest slimmer of black hair on her ears and tail, barely noticeable, along with piercing ice blue eyes. She was beautiful.

I didn't deserve her.

She was wild, strong, everything I wasn't. I wanted to disappear. I was slowly turning savage. Becoming more wolf, than human.

Look

My wolf turned her head, noticing a small pack. There were no others like us. I would be able to smell them. The pack stood on edge, we were in there territory, and they didn't like it. They came closer and circled me. The Alpha female growled, wanting me to back down, to submit. We knew it would be safe here, so we submitted.

I ran with the wolves for days. We hunted deer, it was amazing. The blood and meat covering our jaws was the best feeling I'd had in a while. I wonder what Lidia is doing right now?

I wish I could be with her now. Maybe...it would be better if I just, ended it. Maybe it would be easier if I wasn't alive.

No!

My wolf did not want those thoughts in our head, so she forced me out and focused on the hunt the pack and I were currently in.

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It was late, I guess. I had no idea what time it was. I had been gone for months, if not years.

I sat, starring at the full moon, watching. My wolf and I learned to work together in the wild. Its live or die. She explained to me about mates. Our soul partners. We would have to find them, and when our eyes meet each others, we just...know.

I hadn't been in control for so long. My wolf gave it to me, I shifted. It was strange on two legs, I had to remember how to properly use my legs. I picked up quickly.

I eventually fell. I hated this! I missed my mom! I missed Jackson! I-I missed Lidia. I let it out.

I grabbed the grass with my claws and pulled, screaming and sobbing, while my wolf comforted me.

It is alright

'If only I could believe that.' I snapped.

Suddenly, I could smell something, I hadn't smelt this in years.

I smell a human.

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A/N The boy in the picture is Jackson.