It All Started With An Accidental Kiss (Kohnnie Fanfic) [#Wattys2016]

5. My Dream

"Who is he talking about?" Alex asked staring at me, "no one I'm fine" I say as I wipe my eyes, I walk into the kitchen and grab a bite to eat, even though I just sat at the table picking at it, "are you sure Johnnie?" Bryan asked me walking into the kitchen as Fizzy and Alex walked in behind him, "yeah just had a moment, okay I was about a nightmare" I say taking a small bite out of my sausage roll, "so in your dream you've lost a boy?" Alex asked looking confused, "can we not talk about it please!" I shout chucking my food across the kitchen and storm out, I run to my bedroom and close the door, fall on my bed and I cry into my pillow. A while of crying into my pillow I finally fall into a deep sleep.

I woke up to someone stroking my hair, "Fizzy is that you?" I whisper, "No it's Kyle" Kyle's sweet voice soothes me, I sit up and jump on him, hugging him tight not wanting to ever let go, "I'm so sorry for scaring you away Kyle, I promise I'll never let you go again baby" I pull away, I stare at his beautiful face, "it's okay Johnnie I just over reacted" he pulls me into a kiss, I feel his soft lips against mine, his tongue glides in my mouth slowly then back out, I do the same back to him, he pushes me back on my bed, laying me  down whilst he gets on top of me, I could feel his erection against mine, making my whole body tingle but mainly my dick, he starts to grind against me making my dick tingle like crazy, small orgasms escape my mouth as he kisses up and down my neck, the sensation I get is so overwhelming, I couldn't control myself around him, he's just so perfect so amazing, I wrap my legs around his hips tightly, his soft tender lips press ever so lightly on my neck as he starts to slow down with the grinding, he pulls away and looks me in the eyes, he lowers his head towards me and whispers in my ear "I love you Johnnie", I couldn't help but smile at that, "I love you too Kyle" I reply pulling him back into a kiss, suddenly he disappears and I am in a dark place, it was so cold and wet, ice cold wind smacks me in the face, my cheeks stung from the ice cold wind, "KYLE?!" I shout into the blizzard, hot tears stream down my cheeks stinging them as they were sore from the cold, "KYLE!" I cry as loud as possible but the screaming of the wind drowns me out, something hit me around the back of the head and I black out.

I wake up breathing heavily as hot tears trickle down my cheeks, my hair was drenched from sweat and so was my pillow, I looked around and nope no Kyle, I missed him so much, I just wanted him in my arms and just to never let him go, oh why didn't I chase after him? oh why? I could of got him back before he could leave. now he's probably back in Ohio, thinking he's messed up and probably blaming himself for it even though it was my fault, oh my god what if he hurts himself or does something even more worse, oh my god this is all my fault, I get up and quickly throw some clothes on and I ran out the door, "Johnnie aren't you supposed to be in bed?" Bryan shouted after me, "your not my dad Bryan" I shout back and ran off into the night.

Author's Note: I hope you guys enjoy this chapter it took a long time to come up with and to write but yeah I hope you enjoy