1. My Feelings

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I wasn't paying no attention to what was going on around me, Alex was doing something for her video, Bryan's mouth was moving, but I couldn't hear a word he was saying, but all my attention somehow was on Kyle, I watched every movement he made, I'm straight, I say to myself in my mind, but somehow all my attention was on him, my eyes glued to him, I probably was creeping the hell out of him, he turn his head towards me and smile, I smiled back, everything seemed to be in slow motion, but my mind just focused on him, quite it Johnnie, your straight, I said in my head, trying to snap myself out of whatever I was in, I tried to put all of my attention on Alex, but it didn't work, my mind went straight back to focusing on Kyle, his smile made me feel happy.

"Johnnie? Johnnie?" Someone was saying,
"Johnnie!" Bryan shouted taking me out of day dream,
"Yeah?" I say staring right at him,
"Are you okay? You went of into space, you were staring right at Kyle" Bryan explained, shit! I went of into a day dream, whilst staring at Kyle and they saw, I panicked, will they think I'm gay? Will Kyle hate me? Has it made him uncomfortable? Loads of questions swirled around in my head,
"Do you fancy him?" Bryan asked, Alex was stood behind him, Kyle was sat on the couch, my heart began to beat faster, my palms started to sweat, i grew nervous, do I fancy Kyle? I asked myself, NO! Of course not he's my best mate, why would I have a crush on my best mate? It's crazy,
"I'M NOT GAY!" I shouted, I stormed into my room, slamming the door behind me, I lead on my bed, I started to think, am I gay? Do I fancy Kyle? Why are they asking me that? No I'm straight, I'm not gay, I'm straight I like Alex, Yeah I like Alex, she's so beautiful, but his eyes, so kind and so caring, his smile was attractive....No! No more Johnnie, your straight, not gay so quite it, so many thoughts swirled around, causing my brain to basically overdrive, but most of all, why I am thinking of Kyle?

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