Addicted { on going }

That thing called Forever

The only person who made me feel that I'm special is the person who made me realize that

"Walang taong nag-iistay,lahat umaalis."

Forever doesn't exist right? But still I want to believe that it do exist.

But how? I need a proof right now and even for the days to come.

I need an evidence to assure myself that one day if not now, then someday, we will be together like how it was before.

I want to believe.

But the sad truth is...

He will never come back again.

The person I want to stay for the rest of my life and be a part of it.

ran away...

I don't know where he is right now.

He is nowhere to be found.

He left me behind.

Pinatay ko na siya isip ko.

For me he's gone...

At kapag bumalik man siya, wala na siyang babalikan.

Wala kasi, in the first place, iniwan niya na ako. So ibig sabihin nun, makakaya niyang hindi ako makita at maging parte ng buhay niya.

Iniwan niya ako ng wala man lang pasabi?

Ang 2 years na relasyon namin ay parang naglaho nalang parang bula.

Pinaasa lang pala niya ako. At ang masakit pa hindi ko alam kung saang parte ng lupalop siya nakatira!

Nakakainis siya.

Hindi man lang niya ako tinawagan o nagtext man lang, para naman kahit papaano hindi ako nagpapakatanga at umaasa. Hindi ko alam kong kami pa rin ba o hindi na basta.

Ayoko ng makita ang pagmumukha niya.

I want to stop myself from loving this guy.

He drives me insane and makes me overthink.

I'm starting to hate him now

His absence in my life will always be remembered by my heart and mind.

Until it becomes a great anger that will never ever be changed.

I hate him the most.

I hate him that I had love him.

I hate how he never stay with me.

I hate him a lot that he forget about me.

I really really hate him to death.

I HATE HIM!

I HATE HIM!

I HATE HIM!!!

After this long time without him.

HE CAME BACK.

YES HE'S HERE!

TRYING TO RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP.

TRYING TO BE HIM LIKE NOTHINGS HAPPEN.

TRYING TO PULL ME CLOSE TO HIM LIKE HE NEVER PUSH ME AWAY FROM HIM

TRYING TO BE MY BOYFRIEND.

AND TRYING TO MAKE ME FALL INLOVE AGAIN.

I WISH HE NEVER CAME BACK.

I WANT TO START MY FOREVER WITH SOMEBODY

WITH A PERSON WHO WILL NEVER LEAVE ME

A PERSON WHO WOULD ALWAYS STAY WITH ME FOREVER.

I CHOOSE TO BE WITH THE PERSON WHO STAY WITH ME WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND

IM SORRY.

OUR FOREVER LAST.

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