Addicted { on going }

HE'S BACK

"Jecy! Pleace talk to me."

"Oh c'mon Jhake!"

"What? Are you that shocked?"

"What do you think will be my reaction? For how many years, you became invisible in my life. Then your are here acting normal like nothing happens?"

"That's why Im here. Im trying to... explain?"

"Seriously, there's nothing to explain besides....no one cares."

"Jecy please can we talk for a moment."

He hold my right hand but I pulled it instantly.

"Ano ba jhake. Wake up. Pinaiiral mo na naman yung pagka immature mo. Wala na tayong dapat pag-usapan pa. Okay?"

"So ganun na lang?"

"Oo. Ganun na lang."

I said while trying to turn myself back to him

"Don't try to hold my hands. Or beg again."

"Je.."

"Dont you dare say my name."

I walk as fast as i could.

But i heard some footsteps behind me.

"And don't follow me!"

I continue to walk without looking back.

I try to open my mouth and say something but... I have no words to speak.

Suddenly tears are falling. I try to stop it but as I do, more tears are continue flowing down my eyes.

I'm in pain right now.

Pagpinigilan kong umiyak, mas nahihirapan at sumasakit ang dibdib ko.

I'm damn hurt because of him.

Bakit pa siya bumalik? What's his purpose of being here?

Para guluhin ang buhay ko???

Para balikan ako???

Hindi ko maintindihan.

I find myself sitting in the parking lot. Hindi ko kayang tumayo. Naninigas ang binti ko.

Suddenly a car stop. That was Rlye's car.

That moment pinunasan ko na ang luha ko. Ayokong makita niya akong umiiyak.

Tumayo na rin ako sa pagkakaupo ko.

"Hi Jes! Why are you so early today. I thought 5:00 matatapos yung meeting. Jes? Jeeees??? Why are you hiding your face?"

"Ah Ryle, hindi muna ako sasabay sayo kasi.."

Narinig ko ang pagbukas at pagsara ng pinto ng kotse.

Hudyat ito na lalapitan ako ni Ryle.

"Why?? Are you... crying?" Ryle said.

"Ah wala to! Masakit lang yung ulo ko. Napagod lang ako sa work."

Syempre nagsinungaling ako.

"Ang workaholic mo kase." Sabi niya.

"Hatid na kita please." Dagdag pa niya.

Hindi ako nagsalita. Hinug ko lang siya. At nagulat naman siya sa ginawa ko.

"Jes! Miss mo na naman ako!"