11:11 + myg

5

i entered the hospital quietly, careful not to disturb anyone. i soon found myself in front of jaehyun's room. i opened the door and peeked inside. there jaehyun was, lying on the bed. he looked so small and fragile. he turned his head when he heard the creaking of the door.

"hey yoongi," he smiled.

i gave a short nod as i went to his side. seeing him in his current condition made my heart break. i blinked back tears and pushed all negative thoughts to the back of my brain.

"you know, the doctors say that i might have a chance to survive. but i think they're just trying to make me feel better. i know what i'm in for." jaehyun tried to joke but ended up coughing.

i gave a small smile. i didn't know how to react. the thought of jaehyun, a boy who suddenly came into my life and brought me so much joy, the boy that was the closest thing i had to family, being taken away from this world was enough for my tears to threaten spilling again.

"this is so unfair," i finally manage to choke out. "what did you even do to deserve this? if anyone deserves to be removed from this world it should be me, i have nothing to lose. i'm useless in most ways while you have so much too offer. this is so unfair." i ranted.

"don't say that," jaehyun replied in a sad tone, a frown forming on his face. "you're worth a lot more than you think. without you, i would probably be dead right now. and it would probably be due to boredom too." he chuckled.

the room was then silent. i sighed.