Uncontrollable // Ed Sheeran

~ 11 ~

People were starting to leave the venue. I stood still and waited for the crowd to clear before going to the big black door, like last time. I was just standing looking down at my feet when I heard someone walking towards me and when I looked up I saw that it was Emma.

"We're going to get coffee, want to come?"

"I'd love but I think I'm going to head home, maybe some other time?"

"Yeah sure! I'll give you my number"

Emma handed me her number and we agreeded to meet up again.

After about 10 minutes I felt a tap on my shoulder, I thought it might be a security guard or someone for the venue.

"I'm just waiting for-" I said whilst turning around.

"For me, I hope"

It was Ed with a big smile on his face.

"Ed!" I said wrapping my arms around him, as he held me tight.

"I'm so glad you came, I hoped you would. When I saw you in the crowd I was so pleased, you look so beautiful tonight, I couldn't take my eyes off you! And most importantly you didn't forget the password!"

"No but I need explinations about what it was for and about this concert and-"

"I told told you, jumpers for Goalposts because I keep moving and I want you to follow me, even if everything didn't work out as planned. It was supposed to work as a sort of V.I.P pass, but I just couldn't wait to see you so it was basically just to see if you came" he said looking with a nervous chuckle and scratching his head.

"And this extra London concert?"

"I needed to see you again and since you enjoyed the last concert I thought I'd do another one for you"

I jumped into his arms and snuggled my head into his neck, rubbing my nose against his soft skin and breathing in his scent.
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We went backstage and I saw Kev again, along with Stuart this time. Kev smiled and waved at me from a far and I did the same, but Stu just seemed to look at me in an unwelcoming way. Ed grabbed hold of my hand and lent to whisper in my ear:

"Just ignore him, he's just pissed that I added an extra date"

We went in to his dressing room like last time and I curled up onto his sofa, he then sat and put his arms round me.

"So what's been happening since last week?" I asked smiling at him.

Ed looked down and let out a little nervous and then looked back up at me with a huge smile, his cheeks becoming red whilst scratched his head a little. He looked so adorable yet sexy all in one go.

"I'be been sorting out the rest of my tour, planning where to go next. We've decided to take a 2 month break before tourning America" he said in a hesitant voice, scratching his head again. I just looked at him and smiled, not being able to take my eyes off his, and then he started to look at me.

I felt nervous and was feeling so many emotions. I knew as crazy as it sounds, that I was falling in love with Ed. He is just everything anyone could ever ask for. But I was scared, scared like never before and I couldn't ignore it anymore. I knew deep down that as much as I wanted to be, I wasn't the right girl for him. I have too much baggage and things that I can't loose control off.
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Time passed so quickly as it did last time with Ed. It wasn't very late yet though, 10.00pm but we both started to get hungry. Ed then looked up at me with a childish grin.

"I have an idea" he said getting up off the sofa and giving me his hand to pull me up.

"What it is it genius?"

"We're going to go out for pizza"

"Ed what? We can't do that you'd get mobbed by the paparazzi!"

"Don't worry, I'll desguise myself" he said laughing. I raised my eyebrows with a smile on my face. He stuck his head in his wardrobe and pulled out a hooded jacket. He put it on and grabbed my hand.

"Ready?"

"Wait, that's your disguise?" I said laughing whilst grabbing his hood and pulling it up onto his head. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me in close to him. I could tell that he planned to kiss me but he was scared of how I would react. I was scared to.

We set off to get some pizza, and I decided to stop worrying so much about everything. I held Ed's hand and pulled him towards me before placing my lips on his. Even if it was only for a couple of seconds, his face lit up and he looked at me deeply in the eyes.