OMG GUYS LITERALLY 1K READS IM SERIOUSLY SO HAPPY!!! Thank you all so much!!! ❤️🙃❤️✝😘
************PERSONAL************ Also I haven't been updating because I'm in a very messed up stage in my life. I have depression and I don't have the courage to get professional help... So I've been asking all my friends to help, but they always give me crap about "Oh things will get better" or "Life just thinks you're strong enough to handle this," Not true. Yes, I agree I'm strong, I haven't hurt myself... Yet!
I almost did once and thought about it (still thinking). I just need some help getting me through this! In my group of friends I'm the happy one, the encourager, the councilor, and just a shoulder to cry on... And I am, however most people think (Except my BFF senpai_kitty_cat120 ) that I'm strong enough to solve my own problems... But I'm not. I am very insecure, I have acne, my skin is always red (Like I have a light sunburn), I'm always stressing over something, etc.
I say stuff like, "UGGH I'm so fat," and "Why can't I look like her," and "I bet my true love would take one look at me and change his mind." I've been bullied from Kinder up until this year 9th grade/ Freshman! I have lots of friends (suprisingly!!!) but none of them can help in a way that'll make me feel worth something. Cuz in my POV right now... I'm nothing more than gum stuck to the bottom of my shoe.
One of my beautiful, talented friends, helped me and I am so great full!!! Although she did help I just have guilt building up inside me like I'm doing something wrong by feeling this way. I just keep listening to sad, depressing songs like;
What if I died tomorrow-About last night You're worth it-Cimorelli Hero-Skillet Better Off Dead- Sleeping with the Sirens Would it matter- Skillet Love Myself- Hailee Steinfeld Fools- Troye Sivan I hate you, I love you- Gnash And millions more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And here's a picture of myself (Ewe) (I took the background out with photoshop, but everything else is real):
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And this one too(I'm the Blonde😰☹😝🙄🙄🙄and my BFF is the brunette):
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I'm 5'5' and I'm in the ninth grade. I weigh 125 lbs/ pounds. I have green eyes. My name is Faith Hunter, but I go by Hunter on Social Media (Plus I love the name Hunter)!
If anyone has any advice for me... Please! Please! Please give it to me by DM or just comment... And thx for all your support!!!
