Dolan Twins Imagines

I Can't (E)

A/n:
Okay first I LOVE THE PIC ABOVE!!! I'm the second pic because if it ever snows where I'm from were gonna have a huge riot!!!

So this one is going to be a short fluff!!!

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Ethan and I have been dating for about two years.

Right now we are sitting under a big oak tree in his front yard.

He was sleeping on my lap while I was reading a book.

I put down my book and looked at my sleeping beauty.

His face muscles so relaxed.

His hair flowing slightly with the wind.

I giggled lightly and began to run my fingers threw it while picking up my book again.

We sat there for about two hours then Ethan finally woke up.

"Hey beautiful," Ethan said.

I smiled and put down my book, "Hey Sleeping Beauty!"

He smiled and quickly sat up kissing my lips then laying back down.

"What've you been up to?" He asked.

"I've been reading," I smiled down at him and played with his hair some more.

"Nice," he said pretending to sound amused.

I rolled my eyes.

Then smacked his head lightly.

We both laughed.

Then his died down making mine die too.

"Y/n can I ask you something?" He asked.

I smiled, "You just did."

He rolled his eyes.

Then gave me a 'for real' look.

I sighed, "Okay fine."

"What would you do if I died?" He asked.

My eyes widened.

"Why would you even ask that Ethan Dolan?!?!" I shouted.

He looked up at me with teary eyes, "I had a dream that I died and my spirit came back. I was watching you and you didn't seem phased by it at all. You shed a few tears but you didn't seem to miss me at all."

He then hugged around my waist crying his eyes out.

A tear slipped down my cheek.

I leaned down and kissed his head.

"I don't think I'd ever love another boy again," I whispered into his hair.

"Y/n," he said sitting up and taking my face in his hands, "I... I love you!"

I froze shocked.

Yes we've been together for about two years but we've never said I love you.

I don't say I love you to people because every time I do.

They leave.

"I-I..." I stuttered.

He looked into my eyes and I could see his heart just shatter into a million pieces.

"What's wrong? Don't you love me?" He asked while his voice cracked.

I looked down. "I can't say it," I whispered loud enough for him to hear me.

"Why not?" He asked.

I broke down crying and shoved my face into his chest.

"Please don't leave me please!" I begged.

"Why would I ever leave you?" He asked.

I pulled away, "Because every time I tell someone I love them... They leave."

He wiped the tears from under my eyes.

"I would never leave you. I love you way to much," he said.

I smiled and I knew he was telling the truth.

"I... I love you too, Ethan Dolan," I said and we kissed passionately.

Then we were suddenly squirted with water.

We both pulled back in shock.

Then we heard laughter.

We turn and see Grayson and Aaron (Yes... Aaron Carpenter) holding water guns.

I laughed and picked up their bucket of water balloons and threw them at them.

Grayson and Aaron VS Ethan and Y/n!

Turns out they were filming a YouTube Video.

Lol.

Well yes our moment got ruined by those two idiots but I love them.

And I love Ethan too.

I'm not afraid anymore.