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"I'm really upset," Harry's voice cracked. It's been awhile since I have seen Harry. I have a job now at this little artwork center now and I haven't had time to see him.

"Why?"

He sighed, "I don't want you to think that I think you don't love me. Because I know you do, Harm. But I just feel like I'm just another thing for you to deal with. I feel like you're so busy that you think of me as something to put up with."

"Harry, stop," he was laying in his bed and I was standing by the door. He is so beautiful and such a blessing.

"I'm serious." His voice cracked again like he was going to cry.

"Harry, you are the only thing that makes me happy. I don't know what I would do without you. I'm just busy right now. I'll try to take days off to see you but since I just got the job I can't do tha-"

"It's just so confusing for me. Because I'm so sad but I'm so loved. I know you love me but I'm still so sad. I don't know why."

I didn't know what to say. I went and sat by him and scratched his back. He was crying and I was almost going to but I couldn't. I wish I could cry in front of him but I never can. It sucks because then I have that lump in my throat and it hurts so bad.

"I'm sorry, Harry."

He didn't say anything.

"I get a pay check this weekend and I'll have enough money to take us somewhere to eat. I'll pay for your gas if you want. We can go wherever."

"Can we go to a Mongolian grill or something. I've never been to one of those before."

I smiled. He is the cutest person I've ever met and I love him more than anything.

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guys I'm so fuckjng sorry if you all had to read the last chapter to remember what happened

I'll try to update more since its summer and I started again so I will most likely have the motivation to

It's so annoying when people don't update for like 6 months I'm so sorry oh my god

- flora