Neutral-Gender Dorming

Chapter 20

This is a music chapter so some lyrics to Hello, My Name Is by Matthew West will be featured in this chapter. This is also a tear jerker.

~Brianna POV~

I was with Justin on his couch, and images of me and Harry flashed through my mind. We have sessions about every afternoon, and I feel guilty. It feels so wrong but so right. I rubbed my fingers along Justin's bare chest, since his shirt was off.

"Your quiet." He said softly. I wiggled by him to get comfortable.

"Mhm." I answered, still looking in space.

"Is something wrong?" He asked, then rubbed my arm. I wiggled again.

"Mmm mmm." I shook my head.

"Can you form a word?" He asked with a smirk. I smiled.

"Mhm!" I nodded. I looked into his eyes and he looked down at me.

"Your so beautiful." Justin said swiping hair out of my face. I went up to his face and hovered over him.

"I want to tell you something." I whispered.

"What?" Justin asked, I rubbed his face with my thumb.

"I love you." I said. Justin smiled.

Uh Harry... don't stop...

I then frowned and sat back down. Justin's smile faded and he furrowed his  eyebrows.

"What is wrong?" Justin asked.

"Nothing." I said shaking my head and crossed my arms. Justin tried to make eye contact with me.

"I love you too." Justin said, I then decided to look at the bright side. I smiled and kissed him.

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Hello, my name is regret. I'm pretty sure we have met.

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"So, you love them both?" Sabrina asked. Me and the girls were at the coffee shop since we haven't spent time together in a long time.

"But not only that, you can't steal the girl's man Brianna. She is having his kid. You can't fight that." Asia scolded. I frowned and looked down at my coffee.

"But he says he loves me." I said.

"But he needs to love his family..." Asia answered. I felt like I was on Iyanla Fix My Life.

"Listen, Brianna. He may have feelings for you, but if you really cared about him you would want what's best for him. And that's his family." Caitlin explained. I sighed, I was getting depressed by this conversation.

"Hey." Bella said taking my hand from across the table. "If he is really ment for you, he will come back."

I nodded and wiped a tear. They were right, Harry needed his family and I shouldn't keep him from that.

I walked back to the dormitory and I kept on thinking about Harry and I's moments.

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Every single day of your life. I’m the whisper inside, that won’t let you forget.

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I practiced in the street of how I will break up with Harry.

"Harry, I love you so much and I realized that a long time ago. But you have a family and, we can't do this anymore..." I silently said. People passed by and stared, they thought I was talking to myself.