uggggghhhhhhhhh

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I'm so tired. I haven't been able to fall asleep without my meds and I wake up in the middle of the night too. I hate this. I feel so sick and tired and ugh. Plus we're out of Focalin so I've been taking Ritalin which doesn't last as long because it's meant for afternoons.

I've had other health issues too. I biked half a mile and my throat felt like somebody was stabbing it. It wasn't the normal out of breath feeling. And my veins were swollen like they were clogged up or something. I wonder if I've been getting traces of gluten, not enough to fully set me off but enough to cause health problems.

I probably sound like I'm just complaining constantly.

I just either want to die or go to sleep. I don't care which one. But I can't do either because I'm at school and out of meds! Ugggghhhhhhh somebody just kill me now.

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