Well that didn't last long, mostly because I got lonely and I felt worse. I did enjoy not feeling obligated to be on constantly. I know I'm not but it feels that way most of the time.
I'm still going to be trying to figure out how to get better, but I'm getting worse. It really triggered suicidal thoughts when a person in a movie I was watching was about to drown herself but her daughter stopped her. Ugh I want to die. No pills yet though. Which also means my sleep is terrible quality and I'm tired as fuck which makes my symptoms worse.
I'm tired. I'll try to go to sleep in a few minutes.
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Emily's Bio || Diary || Journal 2
RandomThis is a continuation of the other journal. I generally update every day when something happens. WARNING: this is very depressing and sad because I have depression. I did make a suicide attempt at the beginning of this book so if you don't like th...
