I have a confession to make.
Every time I get on the scale and the number gets lower, a part of me cheers. It scares me so much. I'm trying not to give in to that part of me but the lower my weight goes the stronger it gets. Please, do not compliment me on my skinniness; it only give that part of me more power. I'm afraid I'm going to start dieting and become anorexic. I'm trying my hardest not to.
I'm 93 lbs now.
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Emily's Bio || Diary || Journal 2
RandomThis is a continuation of the other journal. I generally update every day when something happens. WARNING: this is very depressing and sad because I have depression. I did make a suicide attempt at the beginning of this book so if you don't like th...
