Caspar Lee Imagines

The Cliché Elevator Break: Part Four

Today you thought was going to be pretty boring. You had made no plans, and you had a lot of house work to do. Instead you decide to sit on your couch and avoid all your responsibilities and think about Caspar.

Eventually after an hour of scrolling through Twitter and absolutely nothing, you decide to go out and meet Kenzie at the little coffee shop on the corner of your street. She was pretty worried after you blew her off when you said you were coming over at midnight last night and didn't show up. However if you bought coffee for each other it was a way of "sorry", in your friendship. You and her knew the owners and their coffee was absolutely amazing.

You couldn't wait, yet didn't know where to begin on telling her about Caspar. Before wasting anymore time, you get your keys and phone, locking up and descending down the hall once again. of course, as you pass the Jaspar and Josh flat (little name you made up for them), You see the door is actually closed for once and hear no one inside.

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You get into the coffee shop, and see Kenzie right away. In the corner, to herself. It's not hard to find her; specially with her red hair and black dress. She had a pair of floral high tops on and her pink nose ring in.

You have known Kenzie for so long, and she was the "prettier" one out of the both of you. She always got the guys and was always hit on. Kenzie always had someone who she called babe in her life, but she's been different the past couple of weeks. She doesn't go out as much, and doesn't go on any dates.

You were worried, but just shrugged it off cause she's just being Kenzie. Who knows, she could be hitting up any guy in a mile radius next week. She's just so unpredictable. You loved that about her. She always kept you on the edge of your seat.

You walk over to her and sit down. which startles her a little bit since she was glued to her phone scrolling through some app.

"Hey!" she slaps your arm. "You just about had me calling the cops last night! I was so worried that you had been kidnapped or something."

"I know I know, I'm sorry." You give her your best puppy face.

"Ok, you know I can't stay mad at you. I just didn't want to have to plaster your face on a damn milk carton because you followed a strange man who promised you free puppies into an ally way." She laughs and looks down at the menu the waitress had given to you both. Even though you both know what's on the menu, you still like looking through all the delicious options.

"Well I can't resist free puppies, you know that." You say with a nervous laugh, not mentally prepared for the follow up question coming.

"So what exactly happened yesterday that you needed to tell me? Also what was so interesting that you blew me off last night at almost one in the morning?" She says with an evil grin, as if she knows both answers and that they are both the same answer.

"Well, funny you ask that..."
and then you spill everything to her. Everything to the last detail, things you would never tell anyone else. Like the way Caspars closeness made you get an abundance of butterflies in your stomach, or how his chuckle or touch made you absolutely melt into a puddle of emotions.

Kenzie just sat there. occasionally saying, "oh my god Y/N; he did what?; aww;"

When you were done she didn't have any expression on her face. She was thinking. This couldn't be good. you felt a little bit of regret, that maybe you shouldn't of told her everything.. but you shook it off and told yourself that this is Kenzie. She was your partner in crime. your day one. Who else would you tell everything to?

"Y/N, I need to tell you something."

"Ya sure anything Kenz," You say looking at her with a weak grin, not knowing what the hell she was going to say.

"I...I-i.. " but she couldn't finish. she was struggling and didn't know the right words to say.

You put your hand on top of her reassuring her then saying, "it's okay Kenz, you can tell me anything."

She takes a deep breath and looks back at you. you could see the pain in her eyes. Like she's been waiting to tell you this, this thing that's eating her up inside.

"I have cancer."

Right then and there, everyone in Starbucks saw a side of you that I don't think Kenzie has seen since you and her were 5.

Kenzie had cancer, and you just might lose her, for good.
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whoops, sorry not sorry.