Ní Féidir Liom (I Can't)

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This chapter isn't going to be quite like the other ones. This is going to be about things I can't handle/deal with. With out further notice, let's begin.

For starters, I can't handle being called out for something
I can't deal with, feeling as if the whole class is staring at me
I just break down in tears, and then my thoughts
I just can't handle it
I can't deal with my feelings- no I don't want to deal with my feelings. I just keep them bottled away, concealed from everyone else. I just show people what I want them to know.
I can't handle being yelled at
I can't deal with pressure
I can't handle feeling useless
I can't deal with having a random rush of feeling nervous, anxious, worried
I can't handle always criticizing myself
I can't deal with feeling unworthy
I just can't

Most of these things just make me want to scream and/or break down. I think I'm just going to leave it at that, goodbye until next time.

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