Love Can Be A Lie

Chapter 19

Sebria P.O.V

I woke up in a place that wasn't mine. I looked around and I was in a room very familiar. August. I instantly started to smell food. I slowly got up. I crept over to the door and peeked down the stairs. I slowly took steps down to the kitchen. I walked in the doorway of the kitchen and flipped my hair out of my way to the side and looked up at August. I guess he didn't notice me as he looked in the fridge and took out some apple juice and jumped when he turned around and saw me.

"Morning." He softly said. He sniffed and went back to cooking. I could TELL he was crying.

August P.O.V

As soon as I turned around and saw Brii standing in the doorway. Lord she was the most beautiful sight I've seen. Other than pussy. I didn't want her to see that I cried a little last night. I looked a mess. So I went back to cooking. I made her a plate and sat it on the table. I pulled out the chair for her and sat down with her. She slowly ate and then she stopped. She looked down for a minute and looked up at me.

"Why ?" She lowly asked. I looked down.

"What you mean Brii ?" I asked. I knew exactly what she meant.

"Why did you do it ?" She asked. I could see the tears building up in her eyes.

"Bri-" She cut me off.

"Nawl.. August.... I feel so embarrassed and you just.. out of the blue you went and-" She stopped herself. "August... I thought I was the one.. I thought I was your everything.. But clearly I'm not." I'm not a bitch nigga but, I felt bad. I wanted to cry myself. She just stared at me.. Waiting for an answer. I didn't say anything. She put down her napkin and got up to walk out. I quickly got up and grabbed her arm and pulled her into me holding both her arms.

"Brii... I don't know why I did it. I'm sorry. I know this sounds shitty but, I love you. You are my everything. You my boo. I need you. I instantly felt bad and I deserved that slap. Shit hurt like hell but on my life. Don't leave. I love you Brii I just hope we can work this out. Please forgive me. I don't know how to control my sex drive. I be sexually frustrated and I'm not used to being in a relationship-" She cut me off again.

"BULLSHIT AUGUST !! YOU ALWAYS USE THAT LAME ASS EXCUSE !! I KNOW YOU DESERVED THAT SLAP!! YOU DESERVE THIS MUTHAFUCKIN ASS WHOOPIN !! FUCK YOU !! I'M DONE I'M TIRED OF GETTING HURT !! I TRULY DON'T GIVE 2 FUCKS ABOUT YOU OR WHAT YOU DO. YOUR TEARS DON'T MEAN SHIT TO ME BECAUSE MY TEARS DIDN'T MATTER TO YOU WHEN YOU STUCK YOUR DICK IN THAT BITCH PUSSY !! FUCK YOU AUGUST I'M DONE." And with that she stormed upstairs and I heard slamming. I sat on the counter with my head in my hands. Shit shit shit. I fucked up big time. I need her. I can't let her go. 15 minutes later she came down with all the stuff she bought and left the things I bought for her.

"I'M OUT !!" She left the keys and I guess she got a ride. Dammit !!