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Justin

I kissed my fiancé one more time as we both stood next to the jet that would be taking off in about 5 minutes.

"I love you, Justin," she cried in my arms. I smiled and kissed her forehead, not letting go,"I love you more, Jada. Hold it down for me."

"Promise me you'll be safe?" She asked. She was freaked about me going to foreign countries.

I chuckled lightly and held her hands,"I promise I'll be safe."

"And that you won't hook up with any cute models while you're gone?" I put my hand over my chest. "I solemnly swear. Why don't you trust me babe? If I wanted to go out and cheat, I wouldn't be marrying you," I chuckled. She shook her head,"I'm just checking. Oh my God I'm gonna miss you. The house is gonna be so dead."

"Come on, its gonna be like I never left we'll Facetime, and text, and dm."

"Yeah but that's not the same. Who's dick am I gonna grab when I'm bored? Who's gonna cuddle me at night?"

"Whoa, now I'm worried about you cheating on me," I said, trying to make her laugh. She shook her head and wrapped my arms around her. "You've got nothing to worry about. I'd never fuck you over like that. You're my first love, so why would I want to hurt you?"

I bit my lip and remained silent.

"Justin, we gotta go, man," Scooter said, getting impatient. Jada frowned as I hugged her again, resting my head on top of hers.

"Watch Esther and Phil for me," I joked, kissing her head. She lightly smiled,"Got you."

"Don't get too proper while I'm gone," I teased. I still wanted to marry the same goofy crazy girl.

"As long as you promise not to get ghetto!" She smiled back. I nodded and locked my pinky with hers.

"Promise." We kissed deeply and passionately, knowing this would be the last one we shared in a long time. I finally pulled back when I was losing air,"I love you, Justina."

"Love you more," I said, mentally cringing at my words. Sometimes I hated myself for my actions.

I finally left her and got into the plane with my team. Maejor was supposed to come, but he wanted to stay to watch over Angie and even Jada.

I didn't care, if anything I was happy he was watching over them, especially Jada. She didn't need to be alone.

The plane started up and I watched as one of my security guards took her hand and led her to the car. But it looked like she told him no, that she wasn't moving until I was in the air. I smiled and waved to her through one of the windows. She blew a kiss, giggling and waving back.

"I love you," I mouthed. I felt awful.

"Oh shut up, white boy," she winked as she mouthed the familiar words to me.

I smiled like a doofus as the plane started up and in a matter of seconds, we were in the air.

I closed my eyes, a billion thoughts racing through my head. My phone beeped, it was Maejor.

Mae😂: so u just not gon' tell her.. Gon' break her heart like that?