Fixing Louis

Chapter 8

Louis P.O.V ~

"I can't believe after the freakin first day Jess is going out with Liam!" I say.

As I walk around the house I order a pizza. Right now I'm sitting down watching a football game. (Soccer)

I walk up to El and I special room I look at all the happy pictures.

There's one with me and El standing next to each other in our superman and Wonder Woman suits. I laugh at that. I would always scream super man as high as I could and she would get so mad!

"El how come you left me? I'm not sure i can even take it even longer. There's this girl here her names Jess She is really annoying sometimes we always fight. Please help me El!" I say

I sit in the corner crying for hours once I can't cry anymore I go to my room and sleep.

I fall into a deep deep sleep.

*dream*

"El come on hurry up!" I yell as I walk into her room.

I see a letter on the dresser.

Boobear,

I've never written a suicide letter before but here it goes. I'm so sorry it had to end like this. I'm in love with you Louis It has been 3 years before when you told me you loved me. I hope you find someone like me that loves you the same way I did but, no one can love you more than I did. I loved you so much I can't even describe how I felt when we kissed, our lips would form around each others when we hugged it felt like we where a puzzle and we were the last two pieces to complete the puzzle. Our hands fit together perfectly. I love how you would always wear Liam's Superman's shirt. How you always wear colorful jeans how you wear suspenders and striped shirts. I love everything about you and I hope you never change anything. I know it sounds sappy but all of that was true. I'm sorry I had to do it I just couldn't walk out on you but I couldn't take the hate anymore so I gave up but when you were in the hospital from the crash they had pulled the plug so you are dead to so we can still be together. but this letter is just in case you made it. just remember like you said to me you may not be superman but you are my superhuman and this is why I love you! Goodbye boobear and I hope you have a wonderful life.

Love,

El XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I run to the bathroom to see Eleanor lying on the floor in the janitor closet three empty pill bottles on the floor.

I fall to my knees I check for a pulse no pulse I scream and shout

*dream over*

"Louis wake up" I wake up to see Jess shaking me.

"Are you ok?" She asked

"Yea." I said

"Ok." She said walking to the door.

"Wait Jess can you sleep with me please?" I ask.

"Yea sure." She said laying down next to me.

She grabs my arms and trace the cuts.

Soon she scoots over to the edge. And falls asleep.

I softly pull her over to me and intwine our body's.

"Goodnight." I say.