Fixing Louis

Chapter 17

Jess pov

*beep beep beep*

After about 20 beeps I finally give up on trying to find the snooze button with my eyes closed. I check the clock Holy Crap it's 7 I got to get going.

I try to get up but something warm and muscular is around my waist tight. I turn around and I see Lou.

I really need to stop doing this I have a boyfriend now. "Lou come on wake up I need to get Cole in like a hour I say detaching his arms from my body and pushing him off the bed with a loud thump. as soon as I finish laughing I open my eyes, and look at Lou he is slowly getting up from the floor and he is as cranky as Niall is when he doesn't get food.

"Hey it was your fault you wouldn't get out of bed." I laugh he runs to me and before I can run he tackles me to the grown and gives me a wet willy. "EWWWW STOP!!!!!!" I yell. he finally stops. ''your a carrot head you know that! " I say.

I run to my room and get ready. it doesn't smell like wet paint anymore. I pick my superman hoodie and a pair of grey sweatpants and tie my hair in a messy in and grab my English flag ray bands from my vanity. I quickly apply my mascara and brush my teeth and all the junk.

I run down stairs to see Louis in a gray t shirt with dark color jeans. what he normally wears with a bunch of black bracelets to cover his scars.

"Did you make me some toast?''I ask as I grab my purse and put my ray bands on top of my head. "here." Louis said passing me the piece of bread. "thanks, what time is it?" I ask to lazy to look at the clock. "it's 8:51." he says calmly.

he grabs his price of toast off the plate and right before he take a bite I slap it to the ground and grab his arm and his keys and run to the car and get in the passenger seat.

"I was really looking forward to that piece of toast you know?'' he said driving out of the drive way. " I will buy you something at the airport." I say putting my sunglasses on.

It is awkwardly quite in the car. so I decide to text Niall telling him I'm going to get cole now.

"Hey Jess I have a confession." Louis says.

"Yea?" I ask looking at him. his fingers tapping the steering wheel.

"Well um that night we had that huge fight, once you fell asleep I cut my self and it felt really good and I've been cutting everyday twice a day at the least." he says.

"What the heck Lou! why do you do that if you know you are going to end up losing a bunch of blood or cutting a blood vessel than your going to be dead! do you realize how many people people love you? there's Harry, Niall, Liam, Zayn, your sisters, your mom, your family, and your friends!'' I say and I'm pretty sure steam is coming out of my ears.

Louis looks at me like I'm crazy. "you know ending my life has been what I wanted for the past 2 years ever since Eleanor died! its just I've never had to guts to do it!" he said through gritting. His eyes are turn into a dark shade of blue. his hair isn't in a quiff like normal. he flips the hair out of his eyes so he can drive. and his muscles are tensed up so they look huge!

"Well until you quite cutting I'm not letting me or my boy near you!" I say.

He pulls over to a parking lot in the airport. "then were are you going to live?" he asked.

"At Harry's or Niall's!" I say getting out.

Louis shut up after I said that and followed behind me quietly. once we make it inside we watch for cole and a attendant to bring him out.

"Hey cole!" I tell running to him. "mommy!!!!" He yells.

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