Painful Poems

Blessed

Many years i doubted you being there

I never realized lord that you could care

I'm not perfect I know so well

But you were there everytime I fell

I cried and bleed in my pillow

Not once did I pray and try to say hello

I felt so deserted and so alone

But with you god I feel at home

You spoke to me the words I needed

So many times I weeped and pleaded

I went through struggles others can't

But never again will I complain or rant

I could have died as a little baby

But no I live and it seems so crazy

I'm blessed and thankful for you lord

I'll use your words as my faithful sword