Kassidy POV
As I saw him kiss her lips. It was more than a slight peck, it was like they were about to bite their heads off. I felt completely sick in my stomach, it continued to flip over and over. Do I run away? Do I talk to him?
What the fuck was going on?
"What's going on here!", Harry said angrily after he aw my blank face.
"What do you want?", he strikes back at his brother. His eyes were bloodshot red. His eyes looked tired and weak.
"You need to come back to your dorm. You are absolutely mental!", He grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the door. We followed him, my eyes filled with tears. Jennifer led me back into the car.
"Why did he kiss her? I was supposed to explain to him! Did I really deserve that? Why did he have to kiss her! Just when I was about to talk to him. I don't even know whether I should be angry or not to be honest", I gave up on holding my tears and let go.
"Harry's calming him down. You need to talk to him", she said.
"I don't know if I-"
"You need to. I don't care if you are angry right now, but you cannot live without having a grudge with him", she scolded.
Harry then knocked on Jennifer's glass door. We opened the window and I saw Marcel looking down onto his phone. He looked up and quickly looked away. He seemed to have calmed down a bit. He was completely drunk, I had never seem him like that before. Never in a million years would I have seen Marcel Styles completely drunk.
"I calmed him down, he's really drunk. Do you really want to speak to him?", he said.
"Yes! She does!", Jennifer nudged.
"What really did happen with the kiss thing? Did you kiss him? You said you'd explain to me."
"Okay, fine. I'll explain to you in summary and go in detail later after I speak to your brother. Well, what happened was that I was brought to a party by two of my "friends", Timothy and Morgan, which I didn't know was a frat party. It wasn't my type of crowd so I felt completely uncomfortable. Timothy offered to just leave and let Morgan be with her lover so I nodded and we went. He brought me to eat at this pizza place and we just had a normal conversation. Before he dropped me off, he kissed me. I quickly backed away, completely awkward with Marcel in my head. He apologized, which wasn't sincere. A few days later, a video came online. He made it seem like I kissed him and it went too far. He just wanted to fit in I guess", I took a deep breath," Then, I realized this whole friendship of ours was a complete joke. He wanted to be with me because of something the boys at the school said to do in order for him to "fit in"."
"I'm sorry. I should've asked you first before showing Marcel. I just, I don't know."
"I wouldn't blame you. He is your brother. You want the best for him."
"You want to talk to him?", I nodded.
Marcel POV
I saw Kassidy and she sat on the drivers side right next to me. Her hair was a mess and her eyes were red and puffy.
"Why are you here in England?", I asked her groggily.
"Why? Because I transferred early here."
"Well, I just want to say these ahead of time. You have no reason to be mad. We're even now!"
Marcel, did you just say that. What? Are you even thinking.
"What?!", she said.
"You heard me."
"You didn't even let me explain it!"
"There's nothing to explain about! You kissed this guy and I kissed that girl!"
"Do you not fucking know that he kissed me? And you were the first person that popped in my head when he did! I backed away and ran from him! We didn't make out like what you and that bitch did! You guys were licking eachother's faces off!"
"I guess, we're more spontaneous."
Just stop talking Marcel. You are literally drunk. You can't even speak correctly.
"Spontaneous? What the hell? I came all the way to England in order to explain to you! I thought England was going to be better than Berkley!"
"In Berkley, your boyfriend is there. Aren't you going to miss him?"
"Didn't you hear me? He's not my fucking boyfriend! I won't miss him, never! The way I missed you was painful enough for me. I still love you Marcel! Do you not understand that? I never stopped loving you and I never will stop loving you! I thought being away from you and not being together with you will make it easier. It isn't even close to easy! It is so hard knowing that there are other girls in this world probably wanting you so much! Every time I see a couple, my heart breaks a little. Because I knew that I won't be that girl, that girl who is holding their boyfriend's hand on campus. I won't be dropped off at my class because the person I love wasn't in that campus, he was on the other side of the world. You had no idea how many sleepless nights I had, crying myself to sleep. Knowing that one day, you won't love me anymore. You will move on, you will get married to someone much prettier and much more deserving. I never stopped loving you, I never stopped wanting your lips on mine, and I never stopped wanting to be in your arms at night!", she was so frustrated, she began to cry. Though I was still slightly groggy, I think I could control what I could say so I begun to open my mouth.
"You see, Kassidy, this is the reason why I act like this! I am crazy for you, absolutely nuts. I love you so much and I can't imagine being with someone else than you. I did that because i'm just fucking stupid. I don't know what to do and I never think properly! You know how stupid I am with things like this! When Harry showed me the video, I went insane. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to see you again! I thought you moved on and I thought it was right I should move on too. But I can't. I can never escape from your trap. I'm stuck here forever! I am just really frustrated and I just really love you. That's all. I just love you. I am sorry I did that. I am sorry for what I said. It just kills me when I see you touching a guy, let alone someone else but me kissing you."
Kassidy POV
"You still love me?", I said.
"Of course I do! I counted the days for your arrival! I worked so hard in school because I want to give you a good future! I do everything in order for you to feel safe and protected-", I quickly paused him and kissed him. His lips tasted like alcohol. I know I said I don't like the taste, but it was like venom was put into his body. I didn't stop, I couldn't stop. I continued to kiss him and he slowly nibbled on my bottom lip. We placed our foreheads against each other and he left a smirk on his face. I could tell he was still slightly drunk, which made me let out a small laugh.
"I love you Marcel. Though I don't really know how I feel about this whole girl sucking your face thing."
"I don't know about how I feel about this whole guy kissing your face off thing", he replied.
"Never kiss anyone other than me again, you hear?", he whispered in my ear. I nodded. He cupped my hand on my jawline and looked my.
"I love you Kass."
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Today was my first day of school and seriously, I am already piled with homework! It's 11 pm and I am supposed to be asleep right now, but I decided that leaving you with cliffhanger for two days wouldn't be nice of me! You're welcome!
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