You And I

I Need To Go

The loneliness is overwhelming, thoughts crowd my head leaving me unable to think. I can't even get one word out, and if i try I'm scared ill say the wrong thing and loose the people i have left. So i don't speak, i stay silent and seated in the secluded corner of the classroom, hoping no one can see the trickle of tears running down my face. I keep my head down, my eyes focused on the words scribbled across the sad looking piece of paper on my desk. I let my hair fall across my face, hoping it will hide the dark circles of running makeup forming across my cheeks. I need to leave.... i need to go .. i cant cope any longer. The pain of living in this useless body is slowly killing me, making me believe the problems forming around me are are caused by my existence. Deep down i know i'm wrong, but my mind is too clouded to let me believe this, so the thought is pushed further away. Im left with the guilt, the pain, the thought that i am to blame. I need to go ..... let me go