I Wish: The Dark in my Light Heart

I am Weak, They are Strong

I sit in the jail cell in the Sheriff's Station, Regina put a protection spell on the cell and the building so I couldn't get out, until I was clear of the darkness.  The voices haunt me every second I am awake, which is always.  After I am in the cell and everything is protected Regina, Robin, and Henry walks in the room.  Regina stops a few feet from the cell holding out her hand to keep Henry from going any closer.  Robin stands by Regina's side.  I look up from where I sit on the squeaky bed.  I don't smile, smirk, or do anything, I just sit there with a blank expression occasionally wincing from the pain in my head from the voices wanting me to embrace them, I am weak they are strong.  They use to be once in a while now they are repetitive, reiterating the same thing over and over again, but I can't understand it, but it hurts and controls me still.  Regina takes out the dagger and gulps before speaking keeping Henry behind her.

"You talked about the Enchanted Forest, how did you; we get there," Regina asks pointing the dagger in my direction.

"A curse, the Dark Curse.  I casted it with help of my mother and my foster brother's heart," I say with a blank expression.

"You killed your brother, you said he died of sickness," Henry says hurt that I lied to him.

"I lied, so what, I am the Darkone.  That's what I do, besides I was already born with it in my blood, by mother being  the Wicked Witch of the West.  I would have been the same way if you haven't banished her to Oz," I say glaring at them, including Henry.

"Your mother is dead though, how would you have met her," Robin says looking at my eyes which turned half black half the normal pale blue.

"Again, the curse was casted five years ago.  I met her, it was casted with her help... I  was the one who killed her," I say annoyed with there foolishness, I roll my eyes. 

"How did we get back here, how come we can't remember the past five years? How do we look the same," Regina asks clenching the dagger so hard that her knuckles turned white.

"Are you guys idiots! I casted another curse, took away your memories.  And this curse can't be broken, I designed it that way, this curse I didn't have to crush a heart.  If I had to crush a heart, it would have been Henrys.  Wait I already crushed his heart along with Hooks, yours Robin, and Belle's.. Oh and by the way Belle is alive right now, as well as yourselves," I say smirking shouting a little.

"Wait, they are still alive though.  It's not possible, magic can't bring back the dead," Regina says glaring raising an eyebrow dangerously.

"Well it couldn't before I did, I have the strongest light magic.. well had the strongest light magic before I turned into the Darkone, but now I have the strongest dark magic in all the realms.  I can bring back the dead, and much more," I say finally standing up, the voices clearing Rumple appearing leaning on the other side of the bars.

"But-," Robin says holding his chest where his heart is.

"There is no buts or if's, I did bring you back.  I can bring anyone back really, but it drains me a lot, I passed out when I finally got you back alive Robby," I say walking to the bars stroking his face smirking.

Robin steps back, "this is not my daughter, she can't be like this."

"Oh I am your daughter, I didn't fake those reports. Why would I it just makes it more dramatic and heartbreaking when you found out I was the Darkone.  We use to have so much fun, going on picnics on firefly hill, reading books, and did I mention that you sat by my bed when I was unconscious after I got kicked in the head by David's horse.  But you ended up leaving, but Henry you never left my side.  One day you decided to kiss me because  you thought I would die, and guess what.. it worked," I say not able to control what I was saying Regina was making me spill the story.

"What do you mean it worked," Regina asks stepping closer to the bars, oh I could just rip her heart out and crush it right here, no I can't.. must fight the darkness.

"His kiss, woke me up and made the darkness disappear.  But five years later Pan's right hand man Felix kidnapped me while I was reading and Pan, Nimue, and Cora put the darkness back into me.  By the way your mother still likes my mother better then you.  But unfortunately I had to kill Cora and Pan, actually I killed Pan in front of Roland," I say smirking when I saw the look of horror on Robin's face. 

"Regina, let's go.  That's enough for today, I can't bare to look at her any longer. It's to painful," Robin says pulling them out the door.

I smirk, "Bye Henry, Robby, and Gina," I failed, the darkness is to strong again, I am too weak.  I let the darkness over come me, a bit of me remains though, since my heart isn't coal black yet.

I begin to pace around in my cell when the voices come back, my thoughts coming back to as close it can to my own.  I need to get out of here.  I need to get out of here.  I need to get out.  Just as think this I stop pacing, an idea popping into my head. 

"Mr. Gold! Rumplestiltskin the coward," I shout into the empty station.

Mr. Gold limps into the room leaning on his gold handled cane.  I smirk walking over to the bars.

"I want to propose another deal with you Gold," I snap at him.

"I don't want to make any deals with you," I grumbles.

"Oh but you will want to make this one," I whisper wickedly.

"What do you want," he asks desperately wanting to know what he gets in return.

"You take this cuff off of me, and I will give you the location to were Belle is sleeping waiting for her prince to kiss her to wake her up, well in this case it isn't a prince, more of a coward," I say remembering were I lay Belle after I put a small sleeping curse on her in the basement of the library.

"D-Deal," he stutters as he limps over to the cell.

I reach my hand out from between the bars.  He takes the cuff off of me.  I smirk as the power fills my veins.  I flick my wrist making the protection spell go down around the cell and the building.  I strut out of the cell.

I turn toward Gold, "She is in the basement of the library, sleeping next to Snow White's coffin," he turns to go put I grab his arm, "If you tell anyone including your Belle or even a speck about this I will find you and rip your heart out without even thinking twice."

"I like you Ms. Mills, and I would never want you as my enemy.  So I will not tell a living or non living soul about this transaction," he says nodding to me limping out, "Good night Ms. Mills."

"Good night Mr. Gold," I say teleporting to a small cabin in the woods protected by a bunch of spells so no one even Regina could not get in.

I walk up to the door making my green handled cane appear in my hand.  I lean a bit of my weight on it, but when I walk into the cabin a weird feeling set in the air. I turn toward the chair that sits near the fire.

"I did not expect to see you in a while," I say toward the figure.

"I told you we would meet again, I just never specified when," she says between drinks of what could be alcohol, I use my magic to spin her chair around so she looks me in the eye.