I Wish: The Dark in my Light Heart

The Cabin

(Molly's POV)

"Hello Mother," I say to Zelena, already feeling the darkness trying to take power of my brain.

"How did you know I was here," Zelena asks me shocked.

"I know when someone breaks one of my spells and when someone is in my cabin," I say. "I put the pieces together."

"How's my little Darkone," Zelena asks rising from her seat.

"I don't want to be the Darkone anymore," I growl at her.

"You can't just not be the Darkone," she says taking a step forward toward me.

"Yes I can," I yell.

My mother is a key to the darkness.  Whenever I am with her I feel the darkness even more powerful then it was before I wasn't with her.  She abandoned me and turned me into the Darkone which makes the darkness even more angrier when I am with her.  She wants me to be the Darkone so I can destroy the heroes specifically her sister, Regina.  Regina is the one person along with Mr. Gold who I won't hurt.  They trust me with all their hearts and are willing to do anything for me to get the darkness out.  I don't want to hurt Henry but I feel like since I love him it just puts him in more danger.  He is also hiding something from me, and even if I try to make that not bother me it still does.  Henry never use to hide anything from me and now he is.  I could have already found out about it but I didn't want the darkness to leak through.  But, now the darkness is leak through from all of the voices that I pushed back, all the secrets I know Henry and the Charmings are hiding from me, to my mother who is pushing the darkness even farther. 

I feel myself being consumed by the darkness as I appear a foot in front of my mother who is surprised to see my eyes which is now pitch black closer to her than before.  I feel myself loosing my control on my own body.  Next thing I know, I am pinning my mother to the wall with one hand on her throat and my other hand in her chest.  I rip out a darkened heart with just a little bit of red left in it.  With my hand still on her throat I examine the heart knowing that she has a protection spell on it but I just broke it.  I once broke Henry's protection spell on his heart that Regina put on it and now I just broke another protection spell on it.  Even Pan couldn't do that.  I smirk down at the heart then back up at my mother. 

I am a small girl, even being nineteen I still stand at 5'1 which also means that I am stronger then my mom considering she stands at 5'7.  I feel a pull at my hair as it falls in my face I notice it turned black.  My eyes widen noticing that I am turning dark again as I shove the heart back in my mothers chest and drop her on the ground.  I back away from my gasping mother.  I let the darkness consume me once again and this time I was closer to killing someone than last time.  Next time I let the darkness consume me I know someone will die.  But there won't be a next time, I won't let there be. My family will be safe from me.  I look up at my mother who now is on her feet again. 

"I thought you weren't the Darkone anymore," she asks tilting her head and smirking.

"I'm not," I say punching her hard in the face knocking her out.

I am a strong kid, I have always been even before I ever came to Storybrooke.  It comes in handy when I was in the foster system I use to need it.  Except when Stacey, Rebecca and the whole football team beat me up.  That was the only time when I felt almost powerless in my whole life, not able to do anything to stop it.  To stop all the pain they caused.  Matt was the only one who ever stuck up for me, but I found out he wasn't real he was just one of my mothers flying monkey servant things.  But he was so much like Henry except he never kept secrets from me.  What, it was true but also the flying monkey wasn't as nice as Henry even though it was super sweet.  But it was also a minion of my mother's and didn't actually care for me. 

I know I need to get away from my mother since she triggers my darkness while her sister triggers my lightness.  Which is weird since they are the Evil Queen and The Wicked Witch of the West, but Regina changed and she is now not evil.

 I turn to my mothers unconscious body and say, "I love you mother, but I need to get away.  You trigger my darkness and I don't want to be dark anymore.  I know you want me to be the Darkone but that isn't what I want and a mother should do what is best for her child.  Being the Darkone is not what is best for me, being a hero and being good is what is best from me.  Goodbye Mother."

I turn and leave not even looking back until I reach outside of the protection spell around the cabin.