Just for her. {Two fanfictions in one.}

Monday.

Spencer's P.O.V

I roll over and my head hits Toby's bare chest, I lift my head up and I smile, he looks so perfect, his lips, his nose, his fair skin, it was as if he was gods gift.

Quietly I stretch my hands out to my bed side table, I try not to make any  noise at all, but of course with my clumsiness I drop my phone on the floor.

Spencer: ( whispering to myself) shit. Fuck. Well done Spencer, great job.

I stretched my hands to the floor, still not getting out of bed, half of my body was out of bed, trying to reach this stupid phone. When I finally grab my phone I pull myself back on the bed.

Shit. Toby. My heart sank.

Toby: did I scare you?

Spencer: just a little.

He gives me a gentle peck on the lips.

Toby: I'm sorry baby.

I smile, his so sweet, how could anyone think bad of him? I mean Yes sometimes he is so annoying and possessive and territorial but that doesn't matter because I know that's the things which make him Toby, and I'm in love with Toby.

Toby: what's the time? ( he giggles)

Spencer: oh right, I look down on my phone.
6:30am.

Toby: we still have plenty time, his lips make there way to mine.

I push back, this takes him by surprise.

Toby: what's the matter?

Spencer: I would love to spend the whole day with you in bed, watching romantic and action films, and kiss and cuddle, but I can't.

Toby: why?

Spencer: (sarcastically) because it's Monday? And I have work in 2 hours, and I need a shower and I need to get ready.

Toby: don't come to me with your smart mouth Spence.

Spencer: or what?

He grabs my face, and he pushes it back, his tongue invades my mouth and his lips take over mine, he kisses me hard and rough, which feels good. I pull back for air and we look into each-others eyes.

Toby: that's what.

I giggle, I put my silky grey robe on and my white slippers, I make my way out the bed, but I feel a pair of strong arms bring me back down onto the bed. He hovers over me, looking into my eyes, he kisses my forehead and makes trails down to my lips.

Toby: are you sure you have to go?

Spencer: positive.

Toby: I'll miss you.

Spencer: don't you have work?

Toby: yes but I can go in whenever I want to go in.

Shit, my heart sinks again. Leila she's going to be there, I wonder what she does when I'm not there?i bet she tries it on with him, why doesn't she work with her "daddy" and be a daddy's princess. God my blood boils when I think about her. My face clearly dropped, Toby releases this straight away.

Toby: baby? What's wrong? ( Intwining our hands and fingers)

Spencer: nothing, it's stupid.

Toby: never, your the smartest person I know. Tell me what Isit?

Spencer: Leila.

Toby; what about her? ( looking concerned)

Spencer: she's going to be there, where you work.

Toby: Spence-

Spencer: no it's fine, it doesn't matter.

Toby: Spencer dont, please you know she means nothing to me.

I shrug not knowing what to say, I look down on my watch and I see that it's 7 I have an hour and a half.

Spencer: I need to get ready.

My mood has dropped drastically, all I can think about is what Leila and Toby do in the work place, I wonder if he would ever pick her over me?

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I make my way downstairs and I smell eggs and bacon, but I'm not hungry all of them uneasy thoughts filled my stomach up.

Toby: don't you want to eat?

Spencer: I'm not hungry.

Toby: Spence.

I don't say anything, I make my way to the door  putting  on my nude trench coat and my black handbag, with a pair of black high heels.

Toby: why are you acting like this?

In all honesty I don't know. I guess I'm just scared you know, I've never loved anyone like this, and I'm scared I gave such a big part of me to Toby he has all the power to destroy me, it's the thought that he might go back to Leila which kills me the most.

Toby makes his way towards me and he cups my face, at this point I just want to cry I want to curl up in his lap and tell him I'm scared of loosing him, and the only way I can act strong is by pushing him away.

Toby: baby, please. Don't, you know how much you mean to me and I hate  seeing you like this, tell me what's wrong?

Spencer: I'm scared.

Toby has a worried and concerned look on his face.

Toby: of what? Is someone trying to hurt you?

Spencer; no. Of us.

Toby: what about us? You don't want to be with me?

Spencer: no, no of course I do, your the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, I guess I'm just scared that one day you'll get bored of me and go back to Leila.

Toby: what? Spence, don't you dare think that again, your the woman of my dreams, and I wouldn't give you up for the world.

He embraces me into a hug and tightens the hug and when I pull back he looks into my eyes, he continues to stare at them, and just as I was going to say something, his lips invade mine.

Toby: it's you, and it will always be you. Do you understand me?

Believe it or not this gave me reassurance, knowing he wants me and no one else, I feel wanted and loved, I don't know why I'm so scared, I need Toby just as much as he needs me, his the one for me.

I give him a peck on the lips.

Spencer; I love you baby, and thank you. You mean everything to me.

He smiles and I make my way out the door. Making my way to hell.