Just for her. {Two fanfictions in one.}

I should have know.

Spencer's P.O.V

Holy shit. Leila. Toby.

My heart breaks into million different pieces, she's wearing my silky grey robe, and it hits me she looks like me, Toby couldn't get over her so he replaced her with another Leila, my thoughts are running wild I don't even realise that I'm standing still until Toby speaks.

Toby: Spencer I thought you were pulling an allnighter.

I can't speak, I try so hard, but nothing's coming out, the things I want to say forms into tears, and without realising it tears are streaming down my face. I was never his baby, I was never his true love, or his love at first sight, I'll never be good enough for him.

Leila: Toby, who came?

Leila walks in from the kitchen and her face falls when she sees me-

Leila: Spencer, I know this looks wrong but I promise I can explain.

Wow, smart sticking up for your ex fiancé how cliche. how? How could I let myself fall in love with someone so deeply, where every move they make has an effect on me, why did I let him in this far.

Spencer: it's fine, I was just about to leave.

Toby: leave where? Spence this isn't how it looks.

He grabs my hand stopping me from moving he comes closer and I back away, I snatch my hand out of his hold.

Toby: please let me explain.

Spencer: I don't want your explanation, you made your choice okay? I get it, you want Leila.

Leila: I'm going to give you some privacy.

She makes her way upstairs.

Toby: what are you talking about Spencer, I don't want Leila, I don't need Leila, why don't you understand your the only one for me.

Spencer: is that why she was standing in the kitchen with only a robe on and nothing else? (Raising my voice a little) why? Why didn't you just tell me that I wasn't what you were looking for that you needed Leila, that I was just a temporary replacement, (lowering my voice so it's barely audible) why do you have to make me go through this?

Toby: baby, please don't do this to yourself, I swear I can explain. temporary replacement? Spencer your a permanent decision in my life, your the best choice I've ever made, and I wouldn't change the day where I made you my girlfriend for the world, why don't you understand that it's you over any girl, that I would never break your trust and I would never betray you.

Just as I was about to speak Leila walks down Stairs, she has this evil yet innocent face, she makes her way towards Toby.

Leila: Toby, do you mind sleeping next to me? I'm scared.

Toby: Leila I-

Leila: please, i tried sleeping but I can't my eyes won't shut.

Toby: I'll be up in a second.

Leila, bounces upstairs like a little school girl, I hate her, I hate her so much, I could kill her, she makes my blood boil.

Spencer: (laughing sarcastically) don't worry about me go spend time with your ex fiancé.

I turn around and pick my trench coat and my hang bag, I turn around and open the door. Toby slams the door close, and pulls me he drops my coat and my hand bag on the floor, he grabs me by the waist and just as I was about to protest, he starts kissing me, hard yet so soft, his tongue invading my mouth, his lips pressing on to mine, his hands make way to bra, he unclips it, and takes me to the couch he softly lays me on the big couch and he hovers on top of me.

Toby: your never going to leave me okay? I need you so badly.

Spencer: ( I smile) do you now?

His lips make trails from my forehead to my lips, his hands go underneath my top and makes there way to my breast, I Moan.

Toby:  I want you so badly right now.

We hear footsteps, so we Quickly sit up, and act normal, it's Leila, how surprising? Lets see what she wants, this time I'm not holding back.

Leila: Toby I thought you were coming up?

Before Toby could speak I spoke up-

Spencer: change of plans Toby is sleeping with me tonight.

I grab his hands and Intwine our fingers together.

Leila: but-

Spencer: but nothing, he wants to spend the night with his girlfriend like he always does.

Leila: I've tried sleeping, I can't fall asleep.

Spencer: and when did that become Toby's problem? He isn't your babysitter, and next time before you wear people's things you ask, now I'm not going to to kick you out because it's nearly 2am and I don't want to be responsible for your Arse, but I promise you next time you try get in between our relationship you'll see another thing coming.

Leila looks surprised really surprised, my subconscious starts at me, " well done Spencer, don't back down, keep strong".

Leila: I'm sorry I didn't mean too-I'll be gone tomorrow morning.

She makes her way upstairs looking all sad and heartbroken, but I don't believe her not even  for a second, she's playing games she always is.

Me and Toby continue from where we finished off.
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We both take a deep breath and fall next to eachother side to side.

Toby: that was amazing, and tiring good night baby.

Spencer: (giggling) I can't believe we just did that.

Toby's already gone by then, deep into sleep, and I start thinking again. I need to trust him more it's clear he loves me but I'm scared giving such a large part of me to someone, giving them power to destroy me is scary, and the moment I walked in and I saw Leila I thought of the worse and for a split second I thought the world would come crashing down on me. I love him and I need him too more then he can imagine he means so much to me, I just don't know how I would cope without him, he makes me smile, he makes me happy.

I roll over and look at Toby, his mine, no one else's just mine. I give him a quick peck on the lips and I fall back and sleep.