His Own Princess

CHAPTER 12

Wade

I woke up with a start I shook my head, I looked over Lilac's sleeping figure at her alarm clock. 4 a.m. I sighed and slipped out of her bed. I went into the living room, put out the rest of the fire, picked up our clothes, and turned the AC back on. I washed the dishes and dressed in my a set of clothing Lilac kept in her room of mine for when I spent the night. I dressed in a pair of black basketball shorts and a red t-shirt. I went back into her room to find Lilac sitting up in bed biting down on her lower looking worried. When she saw me she sighed in relief and I realized she thought I had left her. I sat down on the bed beside her and and pushed some of her blonde curls behind her ear and kissed her. She smiled sweetly and whispered "I thought you left..." I shook my head smiling "Nope. You'll have to do better then that to get rid of me Princess." She smiled brightly and hopped from the bed she sauntered into the bathroom. And emerged twenty minutes later freshly showered and dressed in a pair of white basketball shorts and a low cut black tank top. She had her hair in a sloppy bun. I loved Sundays, I got to see a different side of Lilac, she wore PJ'S all day or basketball shorts, or even sweats. Her hair either in a ponytail or a sloppy bun and no makeup on. She was breathtaking. She sat cross-legged on the bed chewing on her lip again and I smiled "Whats bugging you?" Even though I had a feeling I knew excatly what was... She sighed and laid down on the bed "Wade... I wanna know about your past. Yesterday when we had sex and I saw your scars I realized I don't know anything about your past just up until two years ago. And I wanna know... How it was like to grow up with Cluster fuck, What your parents look like, how they treated you, if you ever rebeled..." I sighed and shook my head and clenched my jaw "Lie. Don't. I don't wanna talk about." she sat up intrigued "And why not? I just wanna get to know you better that doesn't seem that high a price for my virginity. " She said wryly. I shook my head frantically "No. Its an out of the question topic. I dont wanna talk about my past." She narrowed her eyes "Why the hell not?! What do you have to hide?" I tensed then she spoke again "I see the way your beautiful face is always troubled... Sweetie I wanna help you share the load... Just let me, please." I thought about it and decided to give her something harmless. Hopefully it'll stop her flow of questions... I sighed and faced her, I took her hands in mine "Im adopted." Her jaw dropped and she threw her arms around my neck hugging me tightly. Then she did the very thing I feared, she said "Did you know your biological parents? How old were you when you were adopted? If you knew your parents then why did they give you up? Do you know where they live now? Can I meet them?" She sat up straighter with the last question and I nearly shouted "No! Lilac I dont wanna talk about it. Okay? Can you respect that? I have respected for the whole 5 weeks we've been dating the fact you don't wanna talk about your mother. Yeah Marie told me what happened and I was just waiting for you to tell me yourself everytime I bring it up you change the damn subject. And that hurts. It really does. So. Drop. It." She took a sharp intake of breath and tears welled up in her eyes. I instantly felt like shit and said "Lie.." I reached over to pull her into my lap she shook her head and bit her lip. I sighed "c'mon Lie seriously. Im sorry." She shook her head again and a tear rolled down her face "You had no right to snoop around my best friend for answers! How dare you, you bastard!" I narrowed my eyes "She told me. Its sad it really is but you shouldn't let it cripple you. Lilac not moving on from it isn't gonna bring her back. As sad as it is your mama's dead and she ain't gonna come back..." She looked at me like I just punched her and shouted "Get the fuck out Wade thats enough! How dare you talk about my mother like that you fucking coward!! You changed the subject. Your a damn coward and a bastard, I can see why your parents would give you up. Get. Out. Now." All I saw was red at her cruel words if only she knew the half of it. I narrowed my eyes and stood quickly I stalked over to her bedroom door "Your a fucking child pinning for the loss of ONE parent! I can't stand to be next to you, you cruel heart bitch. Fuck off!!" I opened the door then stopped I turned to her "Oh and Happy 1 month Anniversary bitch." I said in a cruel emotionless voice. She had a pained expression on as tears streamed down her face her shoulders shook with her sobs and I stormed from her house and threw myself in the car and drove away. I drove so fast my car swerved on the slippery road as the rain fell heavily. Finally I pulled into my driveway and parked and got out. I ran up the stairs and found Angelease sitting on the stairs. I frowned when I saw her, she was soaking wet in a tight mini black dress that had a low cut neckline. I stopped before her and she stood, she smiled and walked over to me and kissed me. I kissed her back and ran my hands over her body and opened the door quickly desperate to get her inside. I pinned her against the wall and kissed her frantically as I pull her dress off. She moaned and I took her bra off, I dragged her toward my body and she wrapped herself around my body and I walked up the stairs with my hands on her ass and kissing her. I got her upstairs and into my room she pulled my shirt over my head and let it drop to the floor. I pulled her panties off and laid her down on my bed I took off my basketball shorts I was about to get a condom when she spoke "See this is how its suppose to be. I was made for you as you are made for me. Not that skanky bitch."I stopped and my eyes got wide. Shit, Lilac. "Oh my god. Angelease I think it best of you just leave. Leave and never come back." Angelease flipped out grabbing her clothing and storming from my house "Your a dick. God never talk to me again. You deserve someone like me not that skank!" She got into her car and left. I put my clothes back on. I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands "God I fucked up so bad..." Lilac was never going to forgive me... Fuck in that moment I realized that I loved her. I loved her more then I ever loved anyone in my whole life and I just fucked up big time...

****Boo! i didn't really like Wade after this. This chapter made me mad and sad at the same time! Poor Lilac she got cheated on!! Eeeh ._. Please Fan, Vote and comment! Thank you all so much for reading! Xx.****