His Own Princess

CHAPTER 15

Lilac

I ran from Wades house all the way to mine. Crying the entire time. When I got there I ran to my room, laid down face first and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up the next morning it felt like I had a massive hangover. I flopped back down on my bed and cried again. Wade was the love of my life... I was so upset. Marie let herself in and walked into my room with a giant gallon of Cookie dough ice cream, Hot Cheetos, Chinese takeout and the complete First and second Season of New Girl and Hart of Dixie. I hugged her tightly "I love you so much!" She smiled "I love you too baby girl. C'mon lets watch New Girl I know how it cheers you up and you love the theme song." I sobbed and nodded "Yes I do." We sat on the bed and ate all of the food in front of us while going threw New Girl and Hart of Dixie.

Over the next two weeks I avoided Wade as much as humanly possible and the few times I ran into him he tried to talk to me about the pending question of our relationship. I was trying to mend my broken heart and every time I saw Wade he looked worse then the time before. I was getting ready for a night out with Marie I was dressed in a pair light blue skinny jeans and a low cut black tank top with my knee high black heeled boots. I was swiping on lipgloss whem my front door bell rang. I walked over to it and wondered who it was it wasn't Marie because it was only 11 and she wasnt going to be here until 1 a.m. I pulled the door open and found a very drunk Wade leaning against my door frame I gulped and he gave me a sloppy smirk and stepped in toward me his breath reeking of Liquor. He sighed "Lie I love you and I want you back." He slurred. I bit my bottom lip tears welling up in my eyes as I shook my head when he took another step toward me and tried to hug me. I shied away from him tears streaming down my face. The wound was still too fresh that every time I saw him I cried. I should have known that I wasnt gonna be able to pretend that my heart was healed when it was no where near being healed. I was so stupid to even think that. Wade drunkenly punched the wall and threw a red rose at me the thorn cut my cheek and he slurred "I have one rose for every time I cried over you. And one chocolate for every minute I love you." He kept throwing roses at me and in came a million chocolates and about the same amount of roses. That left little cuts all over me because of the thorns. I cried and I backed up until my back hit the wall in the hall way I slid down it and buried my face in my lap as Wade continued to drunkenly throw roses and chocolate at me. And delcared his love and his pain and regret making me cry harder. Finally Marie showed up and escorted Wade from my house she crouched before me "Sweetheart... Im so sorry... Are you okay?" I shook my head and wiped my face with my arms and stood. I walked into my room and began throwing all my belongings into suitcases. Marie quietly joined. In two hours I was completely packed. I faced her and said "Our apartment is paid for and I'm leaving tonight. Don't rush over there though. You stay until the end of the summer like we planned too. I'm sorry. ill call ever day." Marie pulled me into her arms and cried "You be safe Baby girl." She called Matt over to say goodbye as I scribbled down a letter.

Dear Wade,

I love you so much. You came to my house tonight you were really drunk and you threw Red Roses at me for every time you cried over me and chocolates for every minute you loved me. I realized then that I couldn't stay here and see you around town because every time I think im finally strong that im getting healed I saw you and fell apart all over again. And Marie has to come over with Cookie Dough ice cream, Chinese takeout or pizza and Both Seasons of New Girl to get me to stop crying. So im sorry im a coward and I have to leave because I dont think you care enough after all I put you through. But you will always be the 'One' Wade. I love you more then I've loved anyone right after my mom and dad and Marie. I love you which is why im letting you go. Have a wonderful life and please never forget me because ill never forget you.

Love, Lilac.

I stuck it in a envolpe and when Matt got here I hugged him goodbye he kissed my forehead and said "Im gonna miss you sweetie. But ill see you soon. Be good and safe. I love you." I cried again "I love you too Matt. Please give this to Wade after my flight has taken off tomorrow." He nodded his head and pursed his lips trying to keep from crying. I hugged Marie and Matt again and they helped me load all my stuff into my car and I drove off toward the Orlando Airport. I cried and listened to Stop Crying Your Heart Out and me Slowly until I got there. Then I boarded the first flight I could get to North Carolina.

*** I cried after this chapter. When Lilac says Kiss Me Slowly its a song by Parachute for those of you that were unaware. Thank you bunches for reading. Vote, Comment and Fan please. Thanks. Xx.***