You and Me still hurts- book 1 - Lawson Fanfic

Part 40

-3 months later-

Ems Point of View:

"Gina you look georgous!" I said as I hugged her trying not to ruin her dress or mine. The time had flown past and before I knew it me and George we together and Gina was only an hour away from walking down the isle to be greeted by her husband to be Andy!

I stood back and watched her as she was talking to her mum. I'd always pictured it would be me walking down the isle by now. Gina's dress was perfect, something i would wear. An ivory long dress that flowed nicely as she walked, nothing to heavy with a sweetheart neckline! A couple pieces of embroidery but still simple. Her ginger hair sat on her shoulders where as mine would be dangling down my back. But if it was me I wouldn't be walking down the isle to be greeted by Andy. No Andy would be the groom, he'd be the best man. I thought to myself before I snapped out of what seemed to be day dreaming but felt more like a glimpse into the future.

I got up from where I'd been sat and stood infront of the mirror to check I hadn't creased my dress. It was a knee length electric blue dress that sat perfectly around my waist and bust. Gina had wanted our dresses to some what stand out yet blend in with the ocean as the wedding ceremony was on the beach but the after party was in a hall of a mansion somewhere. She wanted it to be big like a fairy tale and Andy would do anything to please Gina even if it meant having a fancy wedding when he'd be happy wothva small reception.

Everybody was getting restless by the sounds of things so I hurried back to Gina before the music started.

Gina and her dad walked arm in arm down the path way to where Andy was stood with Ryan next to him. As the maid of honour I walked behind Gina carrying the trail of her dress. As the ceremony started I was placed on the seat inbetween Ryan and my date, George. I was more of Andys friend than gina's so I had to sit on his family and friends side, it didn't bother me. But it made me realise. If I wasn't such an angry piece if shit it would have been me up there saying "I do." instead of sitting on the bench next to who would have been my fiancé! I snapped put of it as George grabbed my hand.

The day and night went on as planned, we returned to the after party, cut the cake and had a dance. But the time of the bridesmaids to gather outside for the tossing of the boucay came. I didn't particularly wanted to join in but as the maid of honour I had to. We all bundled together as Gina threw the flowers over her head. I tried to look happy but I didn't really work. As the flowers predictably landed in my arms I took one look up to seem Ryan standing there with a tear in his eye. I didn't know what to do, some much pain and emotion ran through my body ad I continued to look at him. That boy who had been there since I can remember was now a man who wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and now I've lost him all over a stupid fight I can't even remember what it was about!

I dropped the flowers on Vickys hands and ran off to the road, jumping into a taxi with make up running down my face.

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It didn't take me long to get home. I made my way up to my room and shoved my dress in my closest and headed for the shower. I looked and felt a mess. Andy and Gina were proberly on their way to Africa for their honeymoon and Ryan and Jason were most likely still at the party. I felt bad for running off like that but I knew Andy would understand and Gina would take his word that I was okay. Besides from Ryan, Andy knew ms better than anyone else.

The shower cooled me down and helped me calm myself down. I walked back into my room and threw on a pair of shorts and an old baggy v-neck which was proberly one of Ryans that I had knicked awhile back. I sat on my bed and plugged my iPod into my speakers deciding to blast out The Script. My phone had gone off twice, both times it was George calling me but I didn't want to talk to him. I turned my music down as I heard noises outside but it didn't stop me from singing along.

-Ryans Point of View-

I didn't want to stay at the party for long so I went back home. As I walked through the door I could tell Ems was here as The Script, her favourite band, was on full blast upstairs. As I made my way upstairs the music got quieter, she must have known I had come in. I started walking to my room but something inside me stopped me. I turned and continued to walk up to the attic, Emily's room. I stood just outside the door and listened to see if she was crying but instead I heard her singing.

"you won't find faith or hope down a telescope, you won't find heart or soul in the stars. You can break anything down to chemicals, you can't explain a love like ours.

It's the way we feel, yeah this is real......" I heard her trail off as the instrumental started and I began to walk away until I heard her say something that i knew wasn't part of the song. "I miss you Ryan!"

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