Can i ever forgive him?

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Ambers POV

"WHAT THE FUCK!!!?" I jolted up to see an angry Harry in the doorway, this looks bad.

"Harry I swear it was nothing." Zayn said trying to calm him down

"Shut up you prick!!!! Get out!!!" Harry shouted, Zayn quickly made his way out of the room and Harry slammed the door shut. He sat on the bed and looked me in the eye

"What the fuck was that?" He muttered, I grabbed his hand but he pulled away. Ouch.

"Nothing I swear, I was sad and he comforted me. That's all babe, I would never do that to you." I said while moving closer

"No that's not all is it!? You're into Zayn aren't you!? It's always been Zayn huh? I was just you're little toy to make him jealous!!!" He shouted standing off the bed, I stood and walked to him. I wrapped my arms around his torso and he pushed me off

"FINE BE A PRICK WHEN IM TRYING TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH!!!" I shouted, I ran out of the room, downstairs, and out of the house. I didn't care where I was going I was just going somewhere.

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I've been walking for about an hour when I come across the Payne residence, I seriously walked in a circle for an hour!? I walked inside to see that Ruth and Nicola were back and everyone had a worried look on their faces.

"What I miss?" I asked while stepping into the living room, Nicola Liam Ruth Niall Louis Luke Ashton Zayn (a bloody Zayn) Calum and Michael hugged me tightly

"Thank god you're ok." Luke said while hugging me once more

"Zayn what happened to you!? Your lips is fucking busted!!! And it looks like your nose is broken!!!" I said

"Ask your god damn boyfriend." He said coldly, I ran upstairs and to the room to she Harry with his head in his hands. His knuckles were all bloody

"He didn't deserve that." I whispered, his head shot up and he ran to me. I accepted his hug but rejected his kiss

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry for not listening to you and for hurting Zayn. You scared the hell out of me amber, promise you won't do that again." He said while cupping my face

"Sorry isn't going to cut it and neither will sex so don't even try. I can't believe that you would jump to fucking conclusions like that! You obviously don't trust me and a relationship is supposed to be based on trust..." I trailed off, he shook his head vigorously and just let the tears fall

"No! No I trust you! I just overreacted!!! Don't do this amber! I'm sorry just don't leave me, I-I love you amber! There I said it! I love you amber Santiago! Don't leave me." He said while putting his forehead against mine

"I want you to prove that you trust me, for now we stand no where. Until you can prove that you trust me." I said while walking out of the room and downstairs, I fell into Zayn lap and cried into his shirt

"Shhh, I know it hurts. Shhh, it's ok amby, I promise it'll be ok." Zayn cooed into my ear

"It hurts Zayn! Take the pain away!" I said while burying my head into the crook of his neck, he started tracing patterns in my back

"I would if I could amby, I swear that if I could take all your pain away I would do it without hesitation. You don't deserve to be in pain." He whispered in my ear

"Can I share a room with you?" I asked hopefully

"I'm sorry but I'm already sharing a room with Liam, Nialls the only one who's not sharing a room." He said while looking at me guiltily