Jelani
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"So where are we going?" I asked as I put on my seat belt. "You'll see when we get there princess" he said putting the car in reverse.
15 Minutes later...
We pull up to a lake on a hill and it was the most prettiest view I've ever seen. "Sooo what do you think" he said spreading his arms out. "Are you kidding me I love it" I smiled. "Glad you like it" he said as he rubbed his hand on my thigh. I jumped and quickly pushed his hand away. " I'm sorry ma, how about we just talk" he said leaning his seat back and putting his hands behind his head. "Ok, what you wanna know" I said letting out a sigh. "Tell me about this little porn video, with you and your father" he replied. "THATS NOT MY FATHER" I yelled with tears rolling down my eyes. "Aye ma I'm sorry ok" he said putting his hand on his chest. " Its whatever man and its not a porn video" I said folding my arms. "That what is it?" He said with a confused face. "Something you'll never understand" I said getting annoyed at the fact that he kept asking me fucking questions. "Well make me understand" he said looking into my eyes. "Fuck fine" I said throwing my hands up, I couldn't believe for the first time in my life I was opening up to somebody and telling them my whole life. "Look I've been getting raped by my father..shit I mean dad well step dad whatever the fuck he is , and I don't know how that video got out, and my mother is a drug addict I don't have anybody don't need anybody and if you think I need you I DONT NEED YOU" I said busting out into tears trying to catch my breath. He pulled me closer and held me tight and my crys started to dye down. "I know you don't ma, I know" he whispered in my ear. For the first time I felt protected , I felt safe, and like I actually had a friend. "I promise I won't tell anyone I swear" he said still holding me tight. Felt good to get it off my chest
