Over the next couple of weeks Phil helped Dan recover. Helping him get dressed, do homework, make food, shower ;P, and held him when he got shaky. Dan felt like he wasn't deserving of this treatment and was reluctant. But eventually he gave in and let Phil and his mom help him with everything. At night Ms. Howell made Phil go back to his flat but it always seemed like he was there.
*Dan's POV*
I had never felt so undeniably crappy and loved at the same time. Even if the love wasn't real I feel okay.
I heard Phil calling my name from the bottom of the stairs.
"Dan I'm coming up even if you're not ready"
I scrambled to find some pants to put on as I just got out of the shower. Phil entered and I was in my closet. (lol) Even though he had seen me like this before I felt weird... exposed. I finally found some boxers just as Phil entered the closet.(lol again)
"Dan, what the hell are you doing in here?"
"Phil," I replied "I was fucking naked"
"Nothing that I haven't seen before." Phil said as he gave a cheeky wink.
He reached towards me and grabbed me under my good shoulder and gentley pulled me out. He gave me this look. This mezmerizing look that i hadn't seen on anyone before. Phil put his hand on the small of my back and slowly slid his hand down until it was at my butt.
"Phil," I whispered "Stop I..I....."
"Dan, I'm not going to do anything to you." Phil gently set me down on my bed and sat next to me. He gazed into my eyes and I couldn't help but notice his. Ocean blue, sparkling, and intense eyes.
I leaned closer to his face. He hadn't kissed me since... well i don't remember when.
I practically shoved my face into his and we were tangled into a mass of arms and legs. Phil was just getting to me when I felt a piercing pain shoot through my right arm and I screamed in agony. I burst into tears and rolled onto my side clenching my arm.
"Oh my god. Fuck. Ow!" I choked out
"Dan oh my god what happened!! What did I do?"
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Eventually Phil carried me back down stairs and got me an ice pack. He set me down on the couch and made some popcorn. After he was finished he came and sat down next to me on the sofa. We watched some stupid comedy and making out. I ended up sleeping on his stomach and holding his hand.
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Kinda smutty ;P ;P ;P
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Phantasies
FanfictionDan is in a deep depression and can't even begin to imagine that somebody would love him. One night his mom invites over the Lesters for dinner.... Dan and Phil meet and everything Is a literally shitstorm between them. Cheating, Lying, Bullying, C...
