Supine (boy x boy)

Ch.7 Give me an Oscar

*If you guys obviously dont know by now then shame on you. Im not a homophobe so the words I use are not meant to offend anybody. This is a boy x boy so yeah enjoy*

If a normal person went through what I did tonight, I don't think they would have handled it as calmly as I.  

I reached my house, clumsily opening the door with my key. I sighed in relief as I slumped on my couch. Today was overbearing. It was crazy and I didnt know what to do about it. I kissed a guy today.

I kissed a Vampire.

I grabbed at my hair in frustration. I never once looked at a guy that way before. Ive never had thoughts of 'Oh maybe I want to know how it feels to get touched by a guy' those thoughts just didnt exist to me. But today for some reason when he kissed me I kissed him back. I groaned and stood up from the couch. Im not gay. At least that is what I keep telling myself.

It was about four in the morning and I had school in a couple of hours. There was no way that I was going. Especially the thoughts that clouded my mind.

I walked to my bedroom and layed on my bed staring at the ceiling. Maroon was going to go crazy once she finds out about this. I closed my eyes ready for sleep until a thought popped in.

I dont even know the vampires name.

I was awaken by Maroon. She was shaking me frantically making me shoot up. Everything spinned, making me grab my head.

"Whats wrong?" I asked. Maroon stared at me as if any second I was going to eat an alien or tell her im Hitlers long lost cousin. Like wouldnt that be crazy.

"Im sorry to tell you this but Marvina is dead," Maroon said gravely. The cogs started to turn in my head. I didnt know what the vampire did but I guess I had to play along.  

I stared at her wide eyed mouth open.

"The..wha...."I trailed off. Maroon shook her head and then grabbed me in for a hug.

"Marvina is dead. They found her in her apartment at the bottom of her stairs. It seems like she fell," Maroon said in my ear. The only sad thing about this was the baby. I mean I know we had a relationship but, the crazy bitch tried to kill me. If it wasnt for Vampire Hottie, I would have been dead instead.  

I wanted to slap myself at that moment. Did I just called him hottie? Oh lord have mercy on goat cheese.Like seriously though, it smells. 

I had to focus on the best acting that America has ever seen.

"Shes dead?" I asked faking disbelief. Maroon broke our embrace to stare at me. She studied me as if she knew something was up but, shook her head after a couple of seconds.

"Yes Evie, she is," She answered. I looked away from her staring at nothing. I wanted to make it seem like I didnt know what to do and also, I had to cry just a little, or at least let my eyes get watery. Once I felt fake tears on the rim of my eyes I stared at Maroon. She soften once she saw my face. Her lips started to quiver because she was also trying to hold back tears for me, even though mine were fake. I didnt know that Maroon cared for me that much. It made me feel bad for lying to her.

"Im alright Maroon. Please dont cry," I said cupping my palm on her cheek. She leaned into my hand and closed her eyes swallowing.

"I just hate to see you like this. It also makes me upset," She told me with her eyes still closed. I felt a sick pain in my stomach. Guilt.  

I brought her closer and hugged her, placing my chin on the top of her head. She relaxed under me. " This is so backwards."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Your comforting me when I came here to do that to you," She answered. I was going to say something until Nicholas burst through my room door. Like seriously do I have a 'Yeah sure, come in' Sign on my door.

"Bro I heard. You alright man?" He asked. Nicholas didnt really care for Marvina, and it made it worst once I told him that she cheated on me the other day. He wasnt sorry for her. The sympathy was for me.

"Im cool," I answered. Nicholas sat on the end of my bed. Once he looked at me and Maroon his eyebrows shot up.

"Getting comfy?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows. Maroon blushed and parted from me. I scowled at Nicholas who, only shrugged.

"Ill keep a positive mind guys. Im not suicidal or anything like that. I loved her but I didnt get a chance to fall in love with her. I really feel sorry for the baby that was lost though," I said to them. 

They both gave me a nod not saying anything. I mean what else was left to be said?

My friends were kind of akward now. I sighed and looked down at the covers that were spread on my legs. "Maybe you guys should leave. I need time to think."

"You want us to leave?" Nicholas asked cocking a brow. I gave him a flat look and nod. Maroon seemed as if she wanted to say something but didnt. They both stood up. I felt bad for sending them away but, you dont see an oscar on my dresser. I cant fake hurt forever. 

They both left moments later. Maroon closed the door and locked it leaving me home to feel bad about myself. I felt bad for lying to my closest friends and it was killing me. I wanted Vampire Hottie to comfort me. As soon as the thought came it disappeared. I dont like guys!  

But the thought of waiting made me want to break something. I just had to wait. I hated waiting but, I also hated anticipating for a guy to come visit me. What the hell is wrong with me?

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