How do I stop this pain? [Soul eater boys x reader] completed!

17. 'Power' isn't a real thing...

You

The sun is setting... Everything around it will be once again covered in the darkness. Only the moon will highlight the way, and give us light. I sit here on the couch thinking about the unexpected events that happened today as Eli says goodbye to everyone at the door, closing it behind him as he walks over and has a seat next to me.

"So, I hear you've had quite the day today." He says sounding a bit intrigued by it.

"That's my business, and if you want to know. Yes. It was very confusing for me." Eli/Shou sits there with his hands behind his head.

"Having 5 boys confess their feelings towards you. Such a seductive women you must be." He says, a hint of surprise in his voice. I blush.

"What do you mean!? And it was 4 not 5 boys!" I say correcting him.

"Well... Not 5 yet anyway." I stare at him for a moment.

"What are you insinuating?" I ask, slowly his face turns a bright red.

"Aha. Nothing. Never mind. J-Just forget I said anything!" I pat him on the head.

"You know Eli, even if I did like you back, chances are, we wouldn't have a chance at it. Your my weapon and I'm your Miester. Things between us would be a little difficult in battle." I say rubbing the back of my head. Suddenly the pain I felt from before slowly comes back.

"Ahh... Damn it I was friend zoned before I even had a chance to tell you myself. Damn you for being smart." I smile lightly, before holding my chest, suddenly I can't breath right.

"Hey.. {y/n}.. Are you ok?" Slowly everything around me starts fading to black and the last thing I remember is hitting the floor as Eli tries talking to me.

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Black*Star

"Hey Tsubaki?"

"What is it Black*Star?"

"Do you think... That me and {y/n}... Could ever be... More then friends?" Tsubaki's bright smile fades into a small grin.

"Who knows, maybe one day... You should ask her." I continue to walk with my hands in my pockets and staring at the ground.

"What's wrong Black*Star? you haven't been yourself for the past 4 months. Ever since we met {y/n} come to think of it..." I freeze for a quick moment before continuing onward.

"It's just that... {y/n}... Her and I are... Both totally different people. She's smart, beautiful, kind, and has the most gorgeous smile I've ever seen. Then theirs me. I have a big ego, I'm a looser and I can sometimes be dumb. On top of that, Kid is her childhood friend, Soul has a crush on her and so does Crona, to top that off... Kid also has his eye on her. I can't really compete with that..." I say sounding like a downer.

"Stop." Tsubaki says. I look up to see a determined look on her face.

"Do you hear what your saying? It sounds like you have no faith in yourself! It sounds to me like your giving up, like your loosing... Like your a quitter! The Black*Star I know IS NOT a quitter, he fights back with everything he's got, he stands up for himself and he always puts a smile on people's faces one way or another! He doesn't give up, not when he knows he can fight back. You can't just quite on yourself like that! If you want {y/n} Your gunna have to do what you have been doing for the past 13 years of your life, you need to fight back! You need to show those other 3 that your not going down without a fight. You know why? Because that's what the Black*Star I know would do!" Tsubaki is staring directly at me. I then suddenly start laughing.