Sometimes, Love Is Never Enough

My Dream.

Hi. I'm the "author". How's life out there?

Well first I want to say this part shouldn't really be in here. Its just that the thought bothers me to the bones. It bugs the hell out of my wits.

Parang ikababaliw ko kapag hindi ko naisulat.

Kaya pasensya na ho sa abala. You can skip this if you want to. No hard feelings.

Deep breath.

Here we go..

Since I discovered that I have this pull to write stories about different kinds of love, I have this dream, a dream that I hope that will someday may come true.

I dream to write a story that will make the readers cry. I hope I will be able to create a story with so much emotion that my readers will also feel the feelings of my characters.

Yung parang ganito:

Earlier I watched the movie "The Danish Girl". Did you saw it too? If you did, good for you.

The story struck me so deep, I feel so emotional.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero after the movie, I cried for like 15 freaking minutes. I was so weirded out myself, believe me.

Remember Gerda? Yung bidang babae. Hindi ko alam pero parang kulang yung eksena para ipakita kung gaano kasakit sakanya yung mga nangyayare between her and her husband.

So there I was, feeling so "cliffhanged", dared imagine how painful she may be feeling. Tapos yun, iyak na ako ng iyak.

I feel so broken hearted for her.
I was crying for her and how her marriage turned out.

And I really feel so broken hearted for her.

I'm like damn! That must really hurts.

Oh. Did I say I feel so broken hearted for her? I really do. Really.

Don't look at me like that. -_- Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit naging emosyonal ako.

Sympathy maybe? Sa sobrang engrossed ko sa kwento pakiramdam ko nasasaktan din ako.

Sa sobrang feeling ko na hindi nabigyan ng justice yung nararamdaman niya, I ended up feeling the pain for her.

I know. I know. You people may raise your brows at me, and say I may be crazy or overreacting but bulls, nasabi ko na sa sarili ko yan, so just save it people.

So ayun. I just shared/rant about how weird I felt. Sorry naman! I just needed an outlet. Blame it on the hyperactive imaginative brain.

Thanks for wasting such minutes reading this. If you did saw the movie, can you tell me how you felt after?

I want to see if others has the same perspective as myself.

Thanks again. :)