"i am exhausted. my body has been telling me to put the pen down for the last few months but i have not listened. writers must write everyday i thought. the idea of taking a break was like dropping my child off on their first day of school, and leaving, the separation anxiety was alarming. what if i left writing for a bit. and when i came back it was gone. what if i lost it all. what if it didn't remember me.
but i have come to a clear realization. the writing doesn't need me right now. i need me right now, i need me. the writing needs to need me. so i am putting the pen down. to wholly immerse myself in new places. new cities. new emotions. for the next few days, and possibly weeks. i will not be posting new chapters . i will be giving myself space to grow. live through new experiences. be present. to come back. refreshed, so i can dive in . write us something new and start again.
with love and light"
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Once in a Red Moon
FantasyAdeline was an outcast. Her parents died last year in a car accident and she was made fun of by the very man she loved. When discovering the dark secrets of her "ordinary world" she finds one about herself. That will either lead to death or love. "M...