She Doesn't Remember

Chapter 6

The girl opened the door, "Can I come in?" The boy asked. The girl stepped aside and The boy walked past her and threw his police badge on the table. "What's going on?" The girl asked. "I've done a lot to get that." The boy said pointing at his badge. "I got my butt kicked in the academy for it, I fought with my dad about it, I even got a buzz cut." he said gesturing heavily with his hands. "And I did it because I was tired of not being able to protect the one person in this world that matter s most to me. And I'm not gonna choose Spencer! I'm not gonna choose between it and you." He said angrily "I never asked you to. I-" She began but The boy interrupted, " I know, but Tanner has. And that's why I'm gonna tell her: If she's not okay with me being with you, and being a cop, she gonna have to kick me of the force." The boy said, still angry. The girl looked deep inside The boy's eyes. All the anger of The boy disappeared and he kissed her tenderly.

I woke up after that dream with a headache and I felt nauseous. "Good morning Spence." The familiar voice in the chair next to me said. "Toby." I said happily and reached for his hand. His ring clicked against mine as he grabbed my hand. "Toby?" I said as he laid his free hand on my stomach. "Hmm?" He said as he looked how he traced circles with his thumb on the small bump that now started to show. "I keep having these dreams." I said. "But I don't know if they really happened or that I made them up." I told him. "Do you remember them?" He asked. I nodded. "I had two actually. In the first dream you just graduated. I gave you a black box. There was a pocket Watch inside with the inscription "You're my once upon a time. -S, I felt really happy." I told him. "Do you mean this pocket Watch?" He asked showing me the same watch as the one in the dream. "Yeah." I said grabbing it and clicking it open. You are my once upon a time -S. "Sweet gesture of me." I said. Toby laughed. "Yeah real sweet. I have it for like, 9 years now." He said that taking it back. "The next dream, it was about some sort of fight. Although it wasn't really a fight. It was more of a-" "Spence just tell me." He interrupted. "Yeah. Yes. Well. You were angry. Because of something on the police force or something. And you said you joined because you were tired of not being able to protect the one person in this world that matters most to you." I said. "You putted the emphasis on in this world." I added. "Also happened." He said. I laid my hand over Toby's hand which was still tracing small circles. "Do you think, my in tire memory will get back? In pieces I mean?" I said hopefully. "I don't know. Maybe." Suddenly I noticed how tired he actually looked. "Toby, have you been here all night?" I asked worried. "Why would you think that?" He asked. "Because you look extremely tired." I said. "I'm fine, really. But I actually got to pick up Hayden and Josh." I looked at him with puppy eyes. "Can I see them?" I begged. "Well you can, but the don't know you have memory loss." He said. "I won't let them notice, I promise." I continued looking at him with puppy eyes. "Alright, I'll get them." I said. "Thank you!" I leaned in to hug him tightly.

Toby's POV

I stopped the car in front of Jenna's house and turned off the motor. Hayden's head appeared in the corner of the window. "Daddy!" She screamed in pleasure. Her head disappeared and Jenna opened the front door. I got out of the car and Hayden leaped into my arms. "I missed you daddy." She said. "I missed you too Munchkin." I told her holding her close. "Are you ready to see mom?"

Spencer's POV

I was so nervous I thought I might throw up. I was going to meet my children. They knew me already, but I didn't know them, I took a big gulp of water. I looked at the clock on the wall, he was gone for almost half an hour. I was playing with the silver date bracelets when the door swung open. "Mommy!" A little girl with curly brown hair and brown eyes screamed. She rushed at me as I saw Toby carrying a blonde boy who stretched his chubby toddler arms out to me. Hayden climbed on the bed and I hugged her tightly. "I missed you." She said as she hugged me back. It was so weird, I just met this girl and I already loved her more than anyone else. "Momma." The blonde boy said. Toby putted him on the bed so I could hug him to. Strange. I loved this boy just as much as the girl. It was a weird sort of love. I never felt the type of love before. I didn't realize I was crying until Hayden asked if I was in pain. "Yeah a little." I replied with a smile. She looked so much like Toby. Joshua snuggled up to my side and hugged my torso. "Let me kiss it for you mommy." Hayden offered concerned. She kissed my forehead and snuggled up to my other side. Toby wiped away the tears on my cheeks, kissed me softly on the lips and got seated at the foot of the bed. This is my family I thought with my arms wrapped around my children.