She Doesn't Remember

Chapter 10

Spencer POV

"Yeah I was wondering if I could have the current address of Nathaniel McGreggor?" I asked the women at the city halls reception. "Ma'am I'm sorry but I cannot give this kind of information." She replied. "I think you get me wrong. I'm his mother. Biologically. " I said with the most compelling voice I could speak with. "I'm really sorry, I cant help you." The woman answered. "You know." I said slipping some dollar bills on the counter. "No one needs to know about this, you could just look it up for me." The woman took the bills and said: "What name again?" I smirked and said: Nathaniel James McGreggor. She ran up his name and wrote down his current address. He currently lived in Philipsburg. Which is about half an hour away from Rosewood. "Thank you ma'am." I told the woman.

Toby POV

I couldn't concentrate while working. I didn't even know what case I was working on. The only thing I could thin about was Spencer and Nathaniel. January 2nd 2022. Nathaniel is eight years old already. Almost nine. It made me nervous, I don't know why. In about an hour I was done for the day.

Spencer POV

Now that I had Nathaniel's adress, I didn't know what to do with it. I mean, he already had parents, he had a family. He might not even know I exist. Even if he did, he probably doesn't want anything to do with me. Or Toby. Toby. I don't know how this works. I've been separated from Toby longer than this, and I'm still so mad at him. But besides from that, I really do miss him. I decided to go home and see what Toby has to say about all this.

Toby POV

I has helping Hayden with her coloring. When I heard the front door. "Hayden honey, why don't you take this upstairs for I second, I'll be right with you." I said handing Hayden her drawing. "Okay." She said giggling. Spencer walked through the door looking angry and frustrated. I slowly walked towards her. "Spence, I'm so terribly sorry. I know I should have told you." I said. "Than why didn't you?!" She screamed. "Because you were so upset about it everyday, and I didn't want you live in this kind of regret any longer." I said slightly tearing up. "So you thought with my memory gone you could just leave it out." I asked my in a cold voice. "I was trying to make you happy." I whispered. "Well it backfired, didn't it?" She said. "I'm really sorry..." I said, a teardrop escaping my eye corner. I felt guilty for making her unhappy. She sat down on the kitchen chair and she let her head balance on her knuckles. I shoved a chair next to her and laid my arm over her shoulders. "What do we do now?" I asked. As reply she shoved a note on the table. Nathaniel McGreggor, Philipsburg, PA, E Maple Street 19. "He lives in Pennsylvania?" I asked. "Yeah why?" Spencer said. "His parents lived in Maryland when they adopted him." I said. "Do you think we should, you know, go see him?" She asked. "I don't  know Spencer, believe me I want to, but we gave up our parental rights." I said. "I know , but I just need to know if he's okay, you know?" She said. "I know Spencer. You know what? Let's go there this weekend. See how he's doing." I said. Spencer nodded "Yea."

Spencer POV

I was laying on the couch with my tea when Toby came in with a small wooden box. He sat down beside me and gave me the box. "Here." He said. "What is it?" I asked. "Baby pictures of Nathaniel." He said. He took the stash of pictures from the box and set the empty box aside. He gave me the stash and laid his hand on my baby bump. The first picture was an extremely cute image of a 20 years old Toby holding a small boy wrapped in swaddling clothes. He was so beautiful, and I'm going to see him the weekend.