You Make Me Crazy-J.M

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Minutes after he left I still stood there shocked finally it was slowly coming to me ...
I've been kidnapped and can't do shit because Jason McCann is crazy.

Ugh! I hate him already .

I punched the wall behind me sliding down to the floor tears began sliding down my face I tried to stop crying to be strong but I couldn't ...uncontrollable sobs left my lips.

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I don't know how long I sat there just cryig as i thought what have i done to deserve this.

I might never see my mother again or even my brother !
Jason ruined everything EVEN MORE.
I let out a frustrated scream into my hands my body shook with anxiety of what he means when he called me his and i can never leave.

I shook in fear because I didn't know what he was capable of doing to me.

I was scared for my life along with my frustration from this situation.

I screamed and hit the floor I sat on I just want to be home!.

Finally I stood up I can't do this to my self right now I have to contain my self and be strong if it was the only way i could see my family again  .

I quickly went Into the Restroom wiping away my tears across the room locking the door.

I saw a clock saying 8:57a.m

I looked into the mirror to see a monster staring back at me.

My hair was a mess and ugly sticking up everywhere  from when Jason pulled at it as i slowly pulled my hair tie off my head became sore i rubbed it ,because of  Jason my head hurts nowand my arms were sore also.

To top it off my clothes were making me feel gross and sticky,I just needed to clean myself up.

I quickly took a shower doing my business i thought i heard someone out side the room  but then there was nothing it became quiet again I ignored it and stepped out smelling like vanilla my body and strawberries my hair.

'Wow how convient for him to have those scents' I thought to myself.

I wrapped the white towel around my self tightly as the cool air from the vents hit me.

I looked at the clock 9:17am  that was there above the big 6 foot mirror above his granite two sink top
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I looked at my neck three hickies were placed along my right  neck sides that trailed downward to my collarbone.

Sighing I mumbled to myself "I still can't believe I let that happen"

I'm going to leave here and find my way home no matter what it takes -

*BANG*
*BANG*
*BANG*
I jumped at the sudden noise and whipped my head to the door my thoughts interrupted.

"Rosie!"I heard Jason yell my name"You better be in there dammit!"

"Yea ?I was taking a shower "i said softly stepping back holding up the towel tighter around me as I desperately searched for the clothes.

I was afraid of him still... I mean who wouldn't be?

My heart beat sped up as he yelled at me.

"Did you ask me ?" He said i could tell he was right beside the door .

Why the fuck would I ask him to do what's normal ?

"Well do you want me looking like a fucking dead animal instead since you wanna act crazy and yank me like a damn rag doll?"I muttered to my self  rolling my eyes as I rung my hair out with another towel.