You Make Me Crazy-J.M

9

I clenched my eyes tight as he said the words that we're killing me inside I gathered my self together and forced my self to stop

To control my self before I burst into tears but I just couldn't do it , I was hurt and the
Tears slowy slid down my cheeks as  a light sob left my lips from my crying that caught his attention .

He lifted my face up to him with his warm hands cupping my face, I looked into his beautiful eyes and shivered looking away closing them shut again nervous.

"Rosie don't cry beautiful"he tried comforting me wiping away my tears as they flowed down my facehe was trying to comfort me.

"I'm sorry" I  mumbled choking on my sobs.

"Its okay babygirl I'm gonna take care of you" he whispered trying to comfort me with his empty words that meant nothing to me

I bit lip to stop my cries from escaping anymore because it just showed him how weak he made me  as he just stared at me in awe .

I am  afraid of what's going to happen the rest of my time here stuck with this boy...

" Well let's go watch a movie "He suggested as if I was not in pain from his actions as if everything he was causing me was normal.

He began eagerly pulling me off the counter I hissed in pain.
"Oh shit I'm sorry babe"I ignored his comment an kept walking away from his presence totally frustrated .

"So what do u wanna watch?" He asked opening a drawer rumaging thru a stack of movies he had placed by his closet on a dresser .

I just shrugged an sat on the bed not in the mood to be around him at all.

I was cold and just lay downmy back  facing away  him as i began wiping my tear stained face.

"How about-"
"Jason please I wanna sleep " I mumbled interrupting his sentence closing my eyes .
"Rosie" his voice testing me.

I clenched his silky soft sheets afraid.

"Please Jase I really dont feel good" I lied

"fuck you then keep acting like a damn bitch"
he snapped and out of no I rolled my eyes annoyed and  the door was slammed shut very loudly as he was showing me how pissed he was with me.

I flinched

Bipolar much but at least he was hurting me .

For that i was grateful.

I eventually fell asleep thinking about reuniting with my family once agaim

* 1:16am *

I woke up still sleepy but my stomach woke me up ,there was a pair of shorts to wear an another clean shirt there was a new pair of purple bra and underwear I wasn't shocked AT ALL that his weird ass new my sizes the first time I just thought he guessed .

Soon my stomach was growling again.

The room was dark except for the light that shone through the curtains i rubbed my eyes tiredly as i searched for Jason.

Thank goodness he wasnt in the room.

I decided to find the kitchen the floor was cold as my feet tapped against it and goosebumps filled my arms  arms.

I was starving there was no sign of Jason anywhere the house was awfully quiet making me be extra careful with my steps .

I finally found the kitchen an made a bowl of chicken noodle soup  and after my second bowl I started began washing my bowl because I was wide awake now and bored not wanting to sleep again.