You Make Me Crazy-J.M

12

  "C'mooooon wake up dont do this again" i heard him sighing .

I squinted my eyes an looked up rubbing them the room was bright as fuck I closed them again.

" Rosie get up we gotta leave right now " I was annoyed what does this bitch want now?

His footsteps walking away from me.

" what time is it Jason? " I asked annoyed with him I'm tired as hell.

"1:17p.m go take a shower u have fifteen minutes to get dressed the clothes are in the bathroom we are leaving soon"he mumbeled

I still had them closed but stood up groaning  opening them slowly as I seen Jason standing there my breath caught in my throat at his appearance, well that's great to see first thing when I wake up he was wearing dark baggy new jeans with a white muscle shirt clearly you could see his muscles flexing as he styled his hair wearing ,his new looking black and white laced shoes with his gold chain ,there he stood in the mirror.

Making eye contact through the mirror I looked down quickly .
Fuck
Shit
Dammit
He caught Me staring, he looked away chuckling to himself

"I'm All yours baby girl" he laughed while smiling like a weirdo to himself heading down stairs.

I felt my face redden at the thought of him catching me stare at him.
I walked to the shower turning it on I felt the bruises he left on from before
.
I was confused with myself for feeling attracted to him moments before.
Must be the hormones.' I thought.

I let the thought leave an about twenty five minutes later, I was out an ready to go wearing a pair of black leggings matching lingerie too an a oversized white sweatshirt I'm guessing was his.

Looking into the mirror I felt dead I was just feeling exhausted and tired with no energy  an had no clue as to why .

I wanted to cover my face from what he left but had absolutely no makeup.

I was letting my hair dry when I came out.He was sitting on the bed on the phone typing looking up when I closed the door.

"Fucking get your shit together already damn"he snapped"I said 15 minutes".

I quickly put on black and white boots  from the closet and he grabbed my hand guiding us outside it felt chilly out here there was trees everywhere.

I had no clue where we were at but it felt nice to finally come outside.

Getting into a black range Rover we drove away.

It took us about an six hours to get to actual road instead of the dirt road we drove it was smooth ride I remembered when me an my brother would go to mountains with my mom before he left and just go during the night to watch the sky together .

I began softly crying I missed them so much they we're my only family and he wants to drag my brother into his stupid little games.

I sewn Jason turn  looking at meand  I wiped my tears away.

"What's the matter with you? " he asked shifting around in his seat his gaze focused on me.

"Nothing" I mumbled sniffling I hated crying I just don't like to especially in front of Him it makes me look so weak.

I wiped my tears as he pulled the car to a stop literally he just stopped the car in the middle of the damn road luckily there wasn't any cars where we were because it was so secluded .

He turned to me "Rosie now " I bit my lip nervous.

"I just miss them a lot Jason " I whisperedlooking out the window.

He turned back to driving sighing
Gripping the steering wheel" You know why your here" he said annoyance in his voice.

" But can't I at least see my brother for a little bit Jason i thought you trusted him? or he can visit me when you have your meetings" I suggested frantically trying to get ideas out.
"I know you won't let me see my mom but please Jason at least my brother he's all I have here and your choosing to take that away from me knowing everything thats happened to me " I pleaded

"Maybe I don't know yet"he said

"Jas-"

"I'll think about it alright just shut the fuck up before I change my mind " he snapped well he's bipolar....

Excitement filled me soon after at the thought of reuniting with my brother .
I jumped over the seat and wrapped my arms across his neck instantly his body tensed but relaxed instantly..

"Oh gosh thanks Jason this means so much to me" I mumbled into his shirt happily.

"Mhm yea okay"he muttered

It was quiet for a few seconds an then... What the fuck am I doing hugging him?

Dammit!

I instantly pulled away I could feel my face heat up in embarrassment .

" I'm sorry" I said and kept my distance he looked at me and smiled rubbing his jaw.

"nah babygirl come back over here " he mumbled holding open his arm for me to fit in I bit my lip deciding.

"Baby girl it's okay " I turned away to face the window what if he gets mad an I can't get away again?

"Come Here Rosie" he said more stern I looked at him fast he smirked as I slowly crawled over the seat to him hesitantly I lay on him he held me with one arm an drove with the other I took a breath and instantly was hit with his scent of Cologne it smelled great.

There was no music on he didn't let me play any so I lay there as he drove in silence .

Butterflies filled my stomach as he ran his fingers up and down my arm to my neck then back down again.

I looked at his tattoos I wonder how many he has, then I rembered the one he gave me an I closed my eyes
I was frustrated with myself why was I letting this happen?!
I shouldn't have hugged him
"go to sleep baby it's gonna be a long ride " whispered

"where are we going "I asked looking up at him he looked down at me but up again to the road.

"I have to go talk to some people about money they owe me" I furrowed my eyebrows " how come you didn't leave me at the house like all the other times? " i ask confused.

" Because I wanted to be with you" he whispered his thumb drawing circles on my shoulder softly.

I didn't tell him anything but my stomach was telling me something cause I felt it rumble .

" do you have anything to eat? " I asked slowly sitting up now my hair falling to one side.

"yea " he stopped the car and reached in the back he pulled out a bag with snacks my eyes lit up instantly .

" this isn't food but here's some snacks I'll get you something when we get there " he said driving again
Sitting in my seat I opened a pack of chips an ate
"come back here I wanna hold you more" he said re opening his arm

I went back to him reluctantly and he held me tight in under his arm, some how I don't understand why but I felt safe in his embrace now as he calmly drove .
I later fell asleep after his fatass kept eating my chips.....

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