~Shadow lady~

4

I arrived around 11:54 and happen to spot a girl that I didn't see before. I'm guessing that she's one of the girls from over seas. She looked lost so I decide to greet her. This girl has brownish honey blond hair with a little bit of tan skin and was fairly short (like 5'2) with curves. When I walked up to her she seemed to be in a bit of shock. I spoke to her In English." Hey I seen you out here, I was wondering if your here for training?" I asked sweetly. " Umm yeah is this right building? I don't know what anything says!" she said slightly frustrated. "I can understand when I first got here I was just as lost as her even though I could read almost everything."

She nodded and we went in the building. we just so happen to see mark in the lobby. He smiled and greeted me with a hug. " Is this another member?" He spoke nodding to the girl. "Yeah she's from Chicago" The girl waved." I'm Beca Wang" she shook his hand and he chuckled a little. " Like Jackson Wang" he hinted and she laughed as well" yes like Jackson" and as if it was like it was planned, the guy that was a judge for the auditions appeared out of no where. And me being slow, completely forgot that his name is Jackson Wang .

Once we got to the dance room all the girls were already there socializing and talking to junior. everyone seemed happy. " Since everyone is here we can start!" he clapped his hand together and turned towards the mirrored wall. After about an hour of nothing but practice we were allowed a break and I texted chanyeol who is also in training. He leaves before me so that means that he can come and watch me practice. As we were breaking another guy came in the room and began to talk to Jackson and he wasn't Korean. He towers about 6'3 brown skin with brown skin and an curly Afro.

As he was talking I knew he isn't fluent in Korean some of his pronunciation had me dead. I laughed a little not noticing that it was a little louder than expected. He automatically glared at me and finished up his convo with junior leaving the room not taking his eyes off of me. Mean Much . . . Jay ran over towards me and looked in that same direction I was looking which was at that unknown guy. " What were you laughing at"."His pronunciation, but I think he got the hint that was laughing at him. he glared at me." She turned her face up. " No one told him to come here without learning how to speak." I shrugged and continued my day.

At about 7pm chanyeol showed up with baekhyun, happy as always but I could tell he was tired he brought food for everyone. As everyone sat and ate I told chanyeol about the guy from earlier he said the same exact thing jaygun said which I found funny. I found that the more that jaygun and chanyeol hang out she rubs off on him. She has that same effect on me. Time flew and it was time to go home. instead of going home with baekhyun, me and chanyeol decided to walk home since we didn't live far.

Every time I look at chanyeol he seems like he has something to say, likes hes in a deep thought but I don't ever pay it any mind. tonight I seems to be a little more serious. " What are you think about?" Me breaking out peaceful walk, He looked up at me and slowed walking then back down to the ground." nah its nothing just stupid stuff." I knew it was more than that. He not very infectious right now. " you know you can tell me anything right?" he then stopped walking then looked at me for a second time and nodded. He open then close his mouth. "Have you ever liked someone no sure if the feeling is mutual" I nodded a little still a little confused as ever. " well that's how it is for me right now. I think about this person a lot but I don't know if this person likes me too." i nodded completely understanding the feeling and continued walking. " just talk to the person, you never know the could have had the same feelings. a closed mouth doesn't get feed" he nodded and smiled which made me smile too. I wonder who this person is.

After a hug chanyeol dropped me off home and continued his way to his house. Entering my living room I see my dad standing with two other, I'm guessing, Korean men beside him. They all had smiles on but I know my dad and he didn't look the slightest bit happy. The men and I introduced our self's in English and I greeted my dad with a hug but never left his side. As the men left I could hear my dad let out a breath of relief. " dad what were they here for?" With his head down in shame he spoke." They helped us buy this place at a cheap price but. . . " He paused."But what?" at this point I was a little frustrated but yet confused I don't know whats going on. " But he wants to double rent or we have to leave. These guys they.."." And I don't want you to work 2 jobs and go to scho.." He paused again mid sentence. I knew where this is heading." Where moving to the Philippines."

Every thing didn't sit right. I quickly sat down to gather my thought because honestly all of this made no since to me at all. " Its fine honey, you can make friends and learn about other stuff there and you don't even have to learn the language because of the area where going to be in" how could he even dare to say make friends and we have moved about 10 time this year. " I'm so sick of this!! right when I'm starting to feel comfortable about a play we up and leave.." I shook my head thinking." Not this time... you guys can leave me, I'm 18. I can live with a friend until I graduate and get my own place. I really don't want leave again." My dad thought for a second then shook his head no." I don't want to burden anyone with our own house hold problems." he said sternly.

My face heated up as the lump in my throat began to swell. As my eyes water his face softens up. He gives in every time. its jut a matter of time before he.. " Listen don't cry, I just want whats best for you." he pulled a curl from my face and looked at me. He's slowly giving in. " You know what, I'll talk to your mother about and tell you later what our decision is but for now on, pack your room up." my face lit up and I hugged him tight. " Thank you daddy!!" he hugged me back. " I heard about your auditions too. " My dad isn't to into stuff that has to do with being famous for like sing dancing especially kpop. " All I'm going to say to is stay humble and don't forget where you came from." i just nodded and continued on with my night. Tomorrow is Saturday so I think I'm going to spend the day packing.