NCIS: Arendale

Chapter 24

*Elsas POV*

-3 weeks later-

Anna can't have children now. She cried and cried for hours. I cried with her. She's always dreamed about having a family of her own one day.

Thanks to me she can't. Anna forgave me. For our first argument, and for not being to have a child.

I still haven't.

Today, is the day that I'm having a party. Celebrating me coming out as queen. Anna is well enough, and she has been aching to come public.

I asked her a thousand times if she was sure. Each time she said she was. As for Jack and I, well let's just say that we're no longer together.

I still remember the day I broke it off. It's not one that I like to remember.

We were outside in the hospital parking lot that first night. Anna had gotten out of surgery and convinced me to go home.

Jack was walking me to my car. It was time for me to make a very hard decision. "Jack..I've been thinking."

"About what?" He asked. We stopped walking when we got to my car. "About us...it's not easy."

"Elsa, you've been through a lot. Go home. Get some rest. We can talk tomorrow."

"No, I need to do this now.." my voice cracks and I have to close my eyes. "W-....we can't be together." I open my eyes. A tear falls out. Jack is just staring at me.

"Well. Say something! Anything! Scream yell.." He places his hands on my cheeks. Jack wipes away my tear with his thumb. "Why?" He whispers.

"Because, I'm a danger to you."

"No, no.." he shakes his head. More tears fall as I speak. "Yes I am! I almost had you killed today! Anna almost died! Your whole team could have! All because of me."

I backed away, pointing at my chest as I spoke. Jack reached for me. "No! I am a danger to you. And I care for you too much to let you get hurt because of me!"

"Elsa, you're not a danger." He said reaching for me again. I backed away again, shaking my head. "Yes I am." I felt like my heart was breaking. The tears were falling beyond my control now.

"I deal with danger everyday simply because of where I work. You are in no way, a danger...did Pitch put that into your head?"

Instantly I saw Pitch killing himself. Jack became him, I saw him lift the gun to his head and he killed himself. I screamed. "Elsa! Look at me,"

I looked into gold eyes, that soon turned blue. "Look at me." He returned to himself. I sighed in relief. My heart still pounding.

He pulled me into his arms. "As long as I'm here, you don't need to be afraid of the dark."

"I'm not scared of the dark. I-I keep seeing things. And, I don't want you to see me like this."

"Like what? There's nothing wrong with you. You are beautiful, smart, funny, strong, a little quirky." He laughs, I smile slightly.

"I could go on and on. Know that, no matter how times you have a flashback. I will always be there for you."

He holds my chin. "I can chase the darkness away for you."

I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "I'm sorry Jack. But as long as we're together, you'll be in danger. And I won't be able to ever forgive myself i-if you get hurt."

I open my eyes at him. My vision still blurry. "I'm sorry. But I can't see you anymore." I moved around him and got inside of my car.

"Elsa..open the door. Elsa please." I started it and barely managed to leave without looking back.