feelings better left unsaid

to someone.

to the guy who told me he loved me and 2 days later gets with another girl:

you know, i wish you told me earlier. i wish you told me you had feelings for me before all this happened. because you left me confused. with a question lingering in my head. a few, actually. what could have happened if you told me earlier? what if i told you my feelings earlier? what if we never drifted apart? you can't just do that, you know?

i'm sorry if i was too dumb to realize you liked me. i was too oblivious to the fact you gave hints that you had feelings for me. i know, i can't do anything about it now. you're with her, i think. she's my friend, and i don't want to take you away from her. you make her happy, so please, just come back to her.

because honestly? i'd rather risk my own feelings than hurt my friend's.

i'm sorry i didn't tell you when i had the chance. but that's because i knew there was going to be a 0% chance of us ending up together. we could have liked each other, sure, we have, but you didn't know that, and that would be it. no relationship, no nothing, just two friends who have feelings for one another– end of story.

i'm sorry i neglected you when you told me you loved me. i'm sorry you felt like i didn't want you in my life. i'm sorry i said something that made you not talk to me anymore. what's the problem? your relationship with her, it was fine with me. but why did you stop talking to me? from those late night conversations, to sneaking glances.

i want to talk to you. i really do, but what if you don't reply? what if she told you to back away from me? what if you just don't want anything to do with me anymore? i miss you. i miss you so much. but i know, you don't miss me anymore. because i'm too late.

i'm sorry i messaged you that one time. after all this happened. i waited for your reply, though i know i'll never get it. but for a moment, i had this tiny confidence in me, that thought you still felt the same way. but as always, it was always just a thought.

i'm sorry i even bothered. i know you find me annoying now, which is so sad, because i used to, i used to mean the whole world to you. i'm trying to fix things, but as of the moment, it's impossible.

i'm sorry i still miss you. i'm sorry i still want you in my life. i know i shouldn't, but no matter what i do, you keep crawling back to my mind.

i'm sorry i'm trying so hard to get back into your life when i know you don't want me anymore. you're ignoring my messages, and can't even look me in the eye anymore, yet i still can't take a hint.

i'm sorry i can't move on yet. i'm so sorry. i want to move on from you, but i can't. i'm trying, so hard. but as soon as i get the courage, i will finally learn how to move on from you.

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