Stan's whole world had come crashing down. What had happened to him when he was young had happened to him again but this time it had crossed the threshold pain. Stan felt like a lost child all over again with no sign of ever finding love. Stan felt like a failure all over again and knew that coming up from this would be like starting from scratch. That day I lost my everything. I felt like a part of me had gone with stan. I felt incomplete and no amount of love could make up for it. I couldn't really believe Stan was gone.
It has been over 10 years now that Stan is gone. I couldn't really build up the courage to write about him but my wife ,rachel, really motivated me and helped me throughout being my biggest strength as well as my biggest critic. Ten long years have passed and not one day goes by when I don't think of Stan, that gem of a person. Even while writing this my chest feels extremely heavy and little tear droplets are wetting the page I'm writing on.
I miss you Stan.
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When Every Thing Fails
ContoThis is the story of Stan's constant attempts in dealing with life and in the end failing.
