Sound Of Your Heart

-Choices-

//Warning: this chapter contains slight drug abuse, and suicidal thoughts//

Date: 12 December 2014

Brandon hasn't ridden the bus since him and Skyler had that moment. Skyler is still dating Trinity is one reason, and Skyler isn't actually sure how he feels about Brandon. Skyler remembers everything they said after that moment too.

"You know I'll wait right?"

"Until what?.." Skyler trails off

"Until you're ready."

Those were there last words, they don't hang out...they don't sit together at lunch, Skyler finds it hard to even look at him. Skyler notices Brandon's friendship with Maddie, it doesn't bug him, but it makes him a little uncomfortable. They laugh and whisper, he's happy Brandon made another friend but, he guesses it may bug him after what happened

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"You seem distracted friend." A voice comes around the corner, one Skyler doesn't recognize.

"I might be, who are you?"

Skyler's been skipping his second elective, Brandon's in it.

"Trevor, I've had my eye on you for awhile you could say. And I'm just a little worried."

"Nothing to worry over, I'm Skyler and we all have something on our minds sometimes."

"True, so what's the reason you started skipping this class?"

"Nothing, just something that's bugging me that really shouldn't..an easy decision I can't seem to make." Skyler says in the process of getting up.

Trevor grabs his hand, not letting him leave. While Trevor is actually smaller than him, Skyler is not one to fight against someone or use force. But the thought of that crosses his mind as Trevor doesn't seem to want to loosen his grip.

"I could help you make a decision maybe, sorry for grabbing you." As he let's go, seeing slight fear and confusion in Skyler's expression.

"It's fine, don't worry about it" Skyler leaves after that.

Later on at lunch he let's Trinity do all the talking, while it's hard for him to look at Brandon it's not hard to notice how Brandon misses him. They share glances but that's all and to a small surprise the Trevor kid sits with Skyler and Trinity.

"You walked out earlier, sorry if I came off a little strange."

"No, just I wanted to be alone" Skyler says but he's looking at Brandon.

"Skyler have you been listening?" Trinity blurts out, grabbing his attention.

"Skyler why do you keep looking over at him?" Trevor now invading his space

"So many voices, questions, why can't they be quiet"

All he can hear now it seems like is people calling his name and asking more questions and the concerning glance from Brandon every now and then makes his mind even more crowded, he can't handle it.

"STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT!" Skyler now practically yelling making the lunch room grow silent but the voices kick up quite fast.

Brandon's gaze is locked onto Skyler, Skyler notices and storms out of the cafeteria Brandon getting up to follow is pushed down by Trevor.

"What are you doing?, that's my best friend" Brandon tells him somewhat aggravated