Hell...

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At lunch I sat with Madeline and her friends, I kept to myself, I put my earbuds in playing low. I was listening to my so called "gay music" and my favorites bands like Panic! At The Disco, Black Veil Brides, My Chemical Romance, Twenty One Pilots, and singers like Tori Kelly, Mary Lambert, and 1 Ariana Grande song.
I could tell Madeline was in pain when her friends were talking about how stupid being lesbian was, they weren't even acknowledging that I was there. And besides the whole school knew I was a lesbian. But no one knew I was born a guy. Madeline's 3 friends, Jessie, Sarah, and Haley were always bitches to me but when I was around them today they pretended I didn't exist.
"Being gay is super stupid I mean, you can even have real sex!" Jessie rolled her eyes as she went on and on about this, Jessie was like the school slut. The whole football team has probably seen her naked and have been in bed with her.
"And don't you think that the one Trans guy who's on the baseball team is such a dyke!" Sarah laughs devilishly as Jessie and Haley joined in.
I look at Madeline and I just get up, grab my black backpack and say, "maybe some people have feelings and if you little bitches find that being gay bisexual transgender or lesbian is wrong, I want you to hit the high road"
My anger took control over me and I push Jessie down as I storm off and sit under the only cherry blossom tree that always seems to bloom. Minutes later Madeline runs over to me, and just stares in awe. I don't even notice her, my hoodie on and I'm blasting MCR in my ears.
"MAX!" She finally yells so I can hear through my earbuds.
I take my earbuds out. "What?! What do you possibly need! I sat with you at lunch and then all they fucking talk about is what I am! Oh lesbian this lesbian is wrong lesbian that! I'm sick of it!" I yell at her just mad as hell.
"MAX YOU JUST CAN'T OVERREACT LIKE THIS!!!!" She screams back.
I just stand there in shock, I never heard her yell in my life. After a moment of silence she sighs. "I-I'm...I'm a lesbian too..." She looks up at me.
"Madeline...I'm sorry I-i didn't know you were I just...i...I though you were just like them..." I feel really bad now.
"No it's fine really" she looks at me
"Come here..." I say and open my arms for a hug.
She hugs me back and digs her head into my chest, she sniffs my chest and giggles.
"Axe?" She looks up at me. "My brother wears the same kind."
"Oh um...cool...its masculine." I smile cheekily.
The bell rings and she look down. "I have to get to gym...bye Max..." She waves, I see the blush on her cheeks and we part ways.
What just happened? I though deeply about this...

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