Chapter 8 He's not gay

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      I groaned in pain shifting slightly. "Kenzie.." a voice spoke. "Sweetie you ok.." another voice spoke. They sounded familiar. Groaning I opened my eyes slowly. "What happened?" I moaned. Then It all came rushing back. Going to school, Getting slapped by Lindsey, Breaking her nose, Accepting Aria's lunch invitation, Telling Izzy and Harry... My eyes widened and I looked at Harry.

       Rage boiled inside of my and I stood up ignoring the pain. I lifted up my hand and slapped him Hard. The sound echoed through the room and people looked at us. "Why did you lie to me?" I hissed. Before he replied I punched his chest repeatedly in anger annoyance and frustration. How could he not tell me.

      "Why didn't you tell me? I'm your best friend!!! I thought we were friends? You and I never lie to each other!!! Why'd you do it!?!?! We've known each other forever!!! We  tell each other everything!!! You Jerk, Asshole, You Jackass, Son of a bitch, You...You.." I didn't get to finish before I started to break down crying. How could he? How could he!?!?!

       Harry pulled me into his chest shushing me. He rubbed soothing circles on my back as I cried into his chest. "I'm sorry" he mumbled. I clutched him like life depended on it. I nuzzled my head to his chest and he rested his head on top on mine. "I'm so sorry" he whispered. "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked my voice cracked slightly. I'm lucky that my make-ups water proof.

       "I don't know I guess I was afraid to tell you and you'd be pissed at me I'm so sorry Kenzie" he mumbled into my hair. "You didn't have to lie" I mumbled, "I'm sorry I was worried" I felt his lips lightly touch my forehead. "That's why you never stayed when Izzy and I changed" I recalled the first time Izzy and Harry came to sleepover.

      I thought Harry was gay at the time and didn't care he was in the room and began changing. Harry looked up and saw me in my bra then ran out of my room saying he was getting some water. I chuckled at the memory. It all makes sense now. Ugh I feel like I'm having a dumb blonde moment.(No offence to blondes not all blondes are dumb)

I pulled away from Harry taking a deep breath calming myself. I heard sniffling and looked over to Izzy. "That was so beautiful" she sniffed. I laughed at her shaking my head. "Group hug" she grinned  running over to Harry and I. We all chuckled pulling away from each other. "We are a strange bunch" I laughed.

"That is something that will never change" Izzy winked. I shook m head smiling. Harry and Izzy slung their arms over my shoulder and we walked down the halls. "See Harry told you she wouldn't be that mad" Izzy laughed.

I looked over to her blinking a few times mouth a gap. "You knew?" I shrieked. "Yea" she shrugged carelessly. "Why didn't you tell me" I frowned. "Because it isn't my life but I did give you hints you just never listened to them" she shrugged again.

Of course she knew. She's Izzy who was I kidding. she knew everything. "Now the that the dramas over I need to fix you up" Izzy grinned. I sighed as Harry took his arm off from around my shoulder. "I'll be here" Harry shrugged and took my bag. I gave him a smile and nod following Izzy.

"Now how do you really feel" she asked after shutting the bathroom door. "About?" I raised an eyebrow. "Harry" she prodded. I thought about finding out how he wasn't gay and felt something weird. I couldn't really place the emotion. Was it...Joy and...Relief? Why would I be relieved?

There's no way I can like Harry more than a friend, right? I mean he did lie to me... But do you really care a voice in my head asked. I don't know do I care? I sighed rubbing my forehead. "I don't know a part of me Is happy and relieved about it but I'm also really confused as to why I'm relieved." I sighed finally answering Izzy.

"Maybe you like him?" she grinned. "No! Yes! Maybe.. I don't know I don't think so" I groaned. "You sure about that" she raised an eyebrow. "Yea I don't like Harry that way" I said but in my heart I could tell that was a lie. I don't why but I could. Could I have possibly feelings for Harry?

Now I can officially say that my life Is fucked up. 

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I felt bad about not updating

Sooooooooooooooooooooo here it is

I don't think it is my best so sorry

I've been busy school just started and my cousin just came to visit

I got homework I had to do

I'll try making time for more writing

Anyway this is it

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